Rush!!!!

Okayy.. I really wanted to talk bout my prom and such but gosh.. Its been quite hectic for me recently tht i dun even have time to sit down XD. But just a brief run through of what has happened frm 12 Dec - present, I had..

1. Prom
2. Stand Camp
3. Family Vacation
4. Christmas shopping with Ykin n Tiffy
5. Family Christmas
6. Christmas Service
7. Visiting friend's hse for christmas lunch and dinner
8. Outing with Mira, Stef and Kai Yen
9. Paintball with Jang and my brother n sis in Christ ^.^
10. Dinner at a friend's hse

Gosh.. I am all worked up. Non-stop going in n out of the hse or moving around. Couldnt find time either to check my mail. Sigh.. Anyway, prom was interesting. It was my first time. Lots of ppl keep askin me how was it.. STAND Camp was awesome. Eugene and Wyman really enjoyed themselves, no lying bout tht. Lol. Family vacation.. Felt more like sports recreation centre!!! Sports every single day at damai laut. The place was beautiful.. Maybe i will post some pics soon.. Christmas shopping.. Was hard.. Christmas service!!! Met back up with all the new friends i met. Went outing with mira, stef and kai yen. Kai yen went back after a movie. I learned bout how to eat jap steam boat. Err.. Learn that I may hav too much boyish looks (Stef kept tryin on bracelets after bracelets and earrings after earrings on me.. Sigh..). Stef keeps sayin how this one does not suit, tht one does not suit. Too thick, too normal.. I oso @.@ jor.. Oh!! We had yougurt ice cream!! Yummy!!! So long since i had yougurt. I think i wasnt suppose to.. But i ate finish before i realized/ remembered bout melanin. Swt.. Had paintball with Jang, For a first-timer, I didnt get much shots. Lol. In 3 games, i got shot once on the back of my wrist. tiny cuts which looks like vampire bite XD. ( No i do not like edward cullen (-.-").
Then went to henry's hse, saw frederick, makan dinner.. Me n sister entertaining ourselves... Aihzz.. Tired out d.. Nitez.. Sry guyzz, Pics will take some time!!

Pre-story of prom 2008

Just got back and after washing up I thought I wrote a bit. The prom was fun i guess.. It was my first time.. NO ONE and i mean NO ONE could really recognize me.. So sad.. Haha.. but it was kinda funny coz throughout the whole prom, i think i heard a lot of "omgosh rachel, ur here/ its u!!! I couldnt recognize u at all!!!" ... Not sure whether they mean it in a gud way or bad but.. I will elaborate more on how the whole day went another time. Really tired.. Oh, not sure is it part of my imagination.. Sometimes i felt someone watching me.. Not being perasan k.. Haha. Gave me a bit of a goosebump.. LOL. Okok!! I had my cup of milo and i wanna slp. So gud nitez!!!! Next post will be bout MY point of view on the whole day of before and during prom. Till then!!!! Ciao-owrr~

Undang

Wa-ah.. went for undang. Feel so sleepy now.. After many 'holidays' of slping late n not wakin at 6am, it suddenly felt so.. back to sch. Haha.. Not sure wat to post up today but prom is just round the corner. Oh!! I cut my hair!! I think i did the wrong hair cut coz i dunno how am i suppose to tie n style my hair in this. Ah well, hope during prom it turns out ok XP. Ahh!!! Cannot wait.. It will be my first time.. 2 days to go!! Not to mention i added some weight XD. Oh dear oh dear..

Argh.. Another tag -.-"

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.


Starting time : 4.38pm
Name : Rei
Sisters : 2
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 7
Height : 160cm *i think*
Where do you live : In my world
Favorite drinks : fruit juice
Favorite breakfast : waffles =P!!! Yum~
Have you ever been on a plane : Yep
Swam in the ocean : been to the beach
Fallen asleep in school : not during class then yea..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : waited but not all night =P
Saved e-mails : quite..
What is your room like : unique XD
What's right beside you : a whole bunch of stuff..
What is the last thing you ate : brownie ^~^
Chicken pox : Had
Sore throat : Had
Stitches : Had
Broken nose : Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : Don't think so..
Like picnics : havent tried..
Who was the last person you danced with : sister, doing crazy dance XD
Last made you smile : rememberin the crazy dance XD
You last yelled at : sister
Have you ever.....
Talk to someone you like : yea..
Kiss anyone : havent everyone, when they r a child??
Get sick : OF COZ
Talked to an ex : if he is counted then yea, y not?b
Miss someone : before
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : haha, not anymore but my room has lots
What's under your bed : dust particles??
Who do you really hate : insects
What time is it now : 4.58pm
Randoms :
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : no
Q : Do you have any siblings : yes
Q : Do you want children : yes
Q : Do you smile often : nearly all the time?
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : haha.. not really
Q : Are your toenails painted : nope. Natural..
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : I dun really mind much..
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : black (VS CAMP shirt!!)
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : err... dinner??
Q: I can't wait to : get my SPM results and driving licence!!!
Q: When did you cry last : cant remember..
Q: Are you a friendly person: haha, when i noe u after a few hrs XD
Q: Do you have any pets : yep
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : oso tak da orang..
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : my bro?
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : nope
Q: What are you doing right now? : tagg-ies, smsing..
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? : errr.. cant remember..
Q: Can you handle the truth? : yepz
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? : mom mostly..
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : alone
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? : loveD ar.. err... dunno ler..
Q: Do you eat healthy? : rarely think bout tht =P
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: dun hav pic with me alone with a guy lar. Crazy ar..
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : i felt misreable but didnt cry.. After slp i feel fine ^~^
Q: How often do you go to church?: every week when i can.. Rarely miss it.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : depends
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quiet
Q: Are you confident?: yepz. Just dun show it.
Q: Favorite Quote: errr...' - ' Haha
Q: Things I was doing 10 years ago: walk to the parks..
Q: Things on my to-do list today : cal up ppl for driving fees n such..
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy : ice-cream, biscuits, chocolates, pudding, caramel,...
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire : continue working if not too old XD, help out charity personally, make sure siblings r doing well, parents r well, use the money well lar..
Q: 5 of my bad habits : can be quite dense, sometimes really unsure how to handle things, stubborn, talk random stuff ppl sometimes dun even get -, doesnt take care of self properly XD
Q: 5 places I have lived in : In a house, in dreamland, in a hotel, in fantasy land, in an apartment
Q: 5 jobs I've had : student, clerk, waitress, babysitter, teacher


Tags:
1. Tiffany
2. Audrey
3. Ken Vin
4. Marcia
5. Suki Tuki

Tag Tag By Audrey

1. Do you have a secret?
~ aer...yesh?

2. Would you fall in love with a girl/guy younger than you?
~ prob not

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
~ depends which sch =P. But i think yea.. Exclude the exams =P!!!

4. What will you do with a billion dolars?
~ Save some and use some for useful purposes

5. Which is more blessed, being loved by someone or loving someone?
~ Being loved by someone

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriends?
~ Hm.. Who knows..

7. What do you think is special?
~ God loving us no matter how much we sin.

8. If the person you really liked is attached, what will you do?
~ Attach to me - Secretly happy but tel him not to giv the wrong idea.
~ Attach to others - Be happy for him. It shows he is not the one for me =P.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely Happy?
~ In my entire life? OF COZ!!!!

10. Do you have any regrets?
~ IF i hav, i would do my best so in the end i oso dun live in regrets. So no regrets here.

11. How would you like to see yourself in 10 years time?
~ Wow.. 10 yrs.. Erm.. Hard to tel.. Depends whether my business/socialize skills grows more XD.

12. Who is the current most important to you?
~ God, family, friends,...

13. What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
~ Can be sensitive; a good friend; can be blur =P; smart; bless; hyper; emotional; must watch out for her XD; if she dont grow white hair, u will grow for her XD.

14. Would you rather to be single and rich or married and poor?
~ depends..

15. What is your favourite colour?
~ red red red!!!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
~ I would try if the relationship is serious.

17. If you fall in love with two people simuitaneously, who would you pick?
~ the one who is true n loyal to me n accepts me for who i am.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
~ Yep.. Done tht..

19. Do you prefer to be single or in relationship?
~ Hm.. Both r fun n both has their ups n downs. But as time goes on i think i would start wishin to b in a relationship

I hereby tag (Oh gosh.. Who to tag @.@..):
1. Kitty Cat Howard!!
2. Emotional Lenna ^~^!!!!
3. Penguin Pei Wen
4. Grandma Elena (me: I couldnt think of anythin =P)

Outing!!!

Finally had an outing after sooooo long.. Went to midvalley with Lenna to have a girls outing in the morning.. Chat chat play play.. Enjoyed ourselves then a prob came.. Not tht I dun care bout the prob but sigh.. Not gonna mention bout it now.



Well, saw siew may too!! She "seemed" fine.. Really missed her.. Sigh.. Miss all the six of them.. Well, around one in the afternoon we had some guys to join us. I met lenna's friend Jason.. He was really friendly and nice. Found out he was frm MBS, same sch as SOME ppl I noe.. Lol. Then there was alex, my "kor kor" frm Sri Garden. It was really funny how we met up with him.



He told us to meet him at startbucks so we liked waited n waited then he called and ask whr were we.. It took us nearly half an hr or so to find him XD. Found out.. He got lost.. Haha!! Well, cant blame him since he rarely come to midvalley. We had to rush to the cinema as our movie started at 2pm. Twilight!!! Been wanting to watch tht movie!! But then the startin was really awkward..



The guy Edward.. Kept giving me the chills.. Gosh.. Wonder how my sis says he is gud looking.. I mean like.. He is sooo freaky!!! Bleh.. Alex asked me whether i was ok.. When i told him wat i thought, he said to imagine Edward as him.. So that we could hav peace in our minds.. Lenna was like him how perasan he is being.. Lol. And thanks to reading the book, Alex kept making me give him spoilers.. Swt swt!!! Lenna on my other side kept givin me comments.. Hard to keep up with those two @.@ .



Well, since we sat almost at the front, we had "special" sounds effects.. Especially when it came to the fightin part.. Me and lenna kept felt like we gonna get heart attack frm all the startling 'booms!!'. After the movie we went to Toys 'R' Us.. Haha!! It was really funny watching Alex. He was like unsure of goin in. He kept lookin at everythin like first time seeing things. Haha.. We played around there while i was lookin wat to get for my bro.



Then lenna said we had to leave and try to meet up with levina n kah wei.. Found out they were here too.. Grr... Tak ajak us.. But they sms us askin y we nvr ajak them.. Swt swt. In the end couldnt meet up coz had to drop by a store and they kinda had to rush for their movie. So yea.. nvm.. will try to meet them another time.



So yea.. we had mcD coz the whole day.. me and alex havent eaten. Len ate a bit.. We sat and chat bout future, careers, exams.. Gosh.. When i type it here.. Sounds so.. old.. Haha.



Okay nvm.. I guess that is that. We had to go home. Tired out d. Believe or not.. I slept at 530am the day before the outing. Couldnt slp due to the past few days been slpin so late.. Unhealthy unhealthy..



Kor say look pale not nice coz shows not healthy. Swt.. Rarely get tht frm ppl.. My family doesnt even say anythin -.-" . Oh well, i end here.



Tonite gonna spend Christmas with some kids. Couldnt take pics at outing, so sad. So cannot put up. Hope everythin goes well and hope everyone is in the happy and family-ish mood ^~^. Ciaoz~

Yi Xin Open Hse

Went to Yi Xin's hse on the 29th after church. It was almost pitch black when i went thr. Dad tried searching for her condo using the map she gave. We were at come "Berlian" Hotel when I finally decided to give Yi Xin a cal and ask her whr she was. Lol. She sounded almost as confuse as I was XD. Finally dad decided to do a U-turn. Just as we did a U turn, the car spotlight shoned onto her condo name.. It was just opposite the hotel. Swt swt swt swt swt... My dad oso for first time show the swt sign XD. The place is tightly secured when i went in @.@ . Aihz aihz.. Lolx. Went up met the others. Stef came in with a VRY "DYNAMIC" hair cut XD. She said the hair dresser CONFIRMED colour her hair blonde. But it came out blue. Then when she washed her hair i think.. It became copper.. She sms me when she got back tht her hair turned red.. (-.-)" .... Lol!! Well, I had a great time there. We got Stef to model out on the machines at the gym XD. Then we took some pics.. We nearly embarrass ourselves by entering a toddlers room just to try out the trampoline =P. We then went back up to chat n play. Yi Xin's room was really interesting.. The guys were like so amazed when they opened one of her closet door to reveal a bathroom XD. Lol. We played the '5,10,15,..' game whr the winner had to do the hulahoop. Me n Pei escaped XD. Then we played mahjong.. I was really blur at tht part. Then finally we watched tv with the guys playing around. I will upload some pics when i get them frm Mira and Pei Wen. Lol.. Till then!!! Byeee!!!!

SPM over!!!!

Yay!!!!! SPM is over!!! Well for me that is.. Lol. It feels almost the same though.. But still.. As this is such a short message, I wish those that r still sitting for acc n perdagangan paper gud luck. Also to everyone, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! N to the spm-ers HAPPY HOLIDAYS IN ADVANCE =P. Looks like I will be going Jan intake at Taylors SAM course. Who else going =P??

YESH!!!!!!! 1 week and 4 days to go..Or to be precise, 3 days to go!!!!! If you follow the goverment syllabus and did not drop any subjects, I would be like one of the first batch to finally end high school. Sad yet happy.. Sad maybe coz i wont be seein some of my friends next year or may be onwards coz they goin overseas. Happy coz SPM would finally be over =P. Many of u that r readin this prob wonderin wat the hell am i doin on9 when its spm. Lets just say i takin a break n sneakin on9 =P. Hehe.. Though it wont be a "hehe" matter when parents finds out.. Okayy.. Not goin there.. Lets see.. A few days back, i suddenly had a desire to blog bout my memories in SG. I thought it be too long so MAYBE i will do it next time or mayb be not. BUT... I do have to say some things now.. Though i was kinda disappointed in some of my friends that they couldnt perform for some kids after spm, i dun blame u guys k?? I noe spm can be "sort-of" relaxing yet hair-pulling. Its ok its ok.. However i am still happy especially with the way things are now. True frm beginning of march till oct thr were some crazy stuff which now probably is a down thing if u ask me. But.. it was an experience.. Prob strange but at least i noe wat to do next time.. Hm.. I am really happy with the friends i have now.. Nick Lim, Eugene and wyman hav been really fun throughout exams.. Had study groups with them.. Warning!! If u ever wanna study with wyman.. Dun bring papers!!! He steals them all!!! Lol. I chatted lots with Wai Hoong as well.. Prob to make up for all the misunderstandings and time.. Hm.. lets c.. I guess thats about it.. Instead of 11 subjects for SPM i now ny taking 10.. Not sure is it possible but i heard it is, but pray that i am alright XD. I have 3 papers left!!! I wish 5SC3 and my other friends gud luck as usual XD!! GAMBATEH GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Short

Since i could come on9 since that vry vry vry vry super last time, i thought i drop a quick blog of whats goin on. So what is goin on?? OBVIOUSLY SPM!!! Durh.. So yea.. BM, Sej, BI, Maths and IT r over. Worst r over.. Shouldnt b too hard now on rite?? I myself hope so. Thank God tomorrow no exam.. I feel like over d XD. Maybe my body doesnt though. Why is that?? Pimples are breakin out!!! Ugh.. I am gettin sick and my body over-heat often. Its like burn-out!! Come home frm exam i will shower n drop dead on my bed (fine maybe not dead, collapse??). I wont even wake up when its dinner until someone drags me out, which my sisters r havin so much fun doin. Geez, u just have to love ur siblings u noe tht??.. Erm.. K.. Lets c.. What else, weird stuffs would be... For me.. I cant slp at night except when i come home from exams, i would toss n turn in bed or lie awake just stoning.. It will b like tht for.. 2, 3 hrs?? That bad.. Even weirder, my mind would sometimes come up with lyrics n songs to God mostly (not to say that its eerie coz the lyrics were kinda nice..) or even love stories (eg, dialogues)..I mean like.. Whats with that?? Super strange.. Anyway, thats all i guess.. Gotta run!! Nitez guys!! All the best in the rest of the papers!!

P.s
Thanks to Wyman, Stef, Mira and Yi Xin who had put together a cake for me bday ^~^. Also thanks to those who wished me and celebrated with me on that day!! Love ya (as friends) XD!!

No Regrets

I thought and thought bout it. It really clouds your mind when ur in anger or depression. We will do many stupid, unthinkable things that can hurt, humiliate, scar and so on.. I too am not perfect. However i believe that if we hav done some stupid things, no point living in regrets. I have not regretted anythin in my life so far and i dun wanna start now. I believe that when i make a mistake i knew i shouldnt have, what i can do after instead of being depressed bout it, is actually tryin my best to put it right. At least i tried and know that i done what i can. It actually makes u feel better. Though i do worried for humiliatin myself in doing some things but what the heck..If its worth it then so b it. If not..Lol..Endure it lor..What else to do XD.

Ok while i am typing this i am havin my IT class.. Gosh.. So annoying..

8 DAYS TO SPM

Cries and Hurt

How it turn out like this I dont know. I wanna die yet maybe not. I wanna cry yet i cannot. I wanna shout in anger but i feel no anger. I wanna curse but i see no point. How i wanna hate them yet i cant. How i wish i could turn bitter and turn them down. Being open does not seem to help, all it seems is to cause much hurt. Tears of joy which people see, but tears of hurt is what i feel. Though the memories i held have dear, now i have to watch them burn and scatter away. I talk in rhymes and riddles for i am silenced to speak a word. So in riddles i share my vry last words. I never meant for this to happen, neither betrayal, hurt nor pain. I nvr wanted to lose many friends.. Now it seems like i had no friends. In trouble times u push me away, in good moments u draw me near. In sadness i covered with anger. In misunderstanding both are nw hurt. I wish i could turn back time, that we never met or talked. A glance or word exchange between us nvr happen. It hurts so much just as friends, wonder if i had gone further more. In patience i hope i can endure, till the very last day i see u no more. Forgive me this is really all i can say. I have tried and can try no more. Friends probably lost i have no say. All lost in the wind with non explained. No more i hope to be apart of this. As long as hurt exist, i wish to go far away. Forgive me to all if i had done u wrong..

Apologies and Forgiveness

Does apologies mean everythin?? Can an apology heal a scarred soul? Can an apology recover something u lost? Can an apology bring back memories? Can an apology make everything better?

Why do many people think that everything is gonna be alright with just a simple 'sorry'? I mean.. If u had hurt someone really badly like hurt their pride, or maybe u cheated/lied to them n hurt them spiritually.. Does a simple 'sorry' heal everything?? Maybe it does for the first time out of understanding n probably love (friendship n such..). However.. What if the person keeps repeating it?? Does that actually heal the person after a 'sorry'? Or does it deepens the wound?

Its sometimes sad how people take each other for granted. Teens taking their parents for granted. Some family probably the other way round. Then there r teen's love life.. Players takin the opposite gender as if everythin will go well for the opposite side as long as they themselves r alright. What kind of thinkin do we have?? To me i think oni one word comes to mind. SELFISH!!

How hard for a person to build their strength n courage to continue their journey in their everyday life in this corrupted world. Yet, how EASY it is for a random person to destroy it all. A world that was once created for everyone to live in in peace and harmony. Now seemed almost destroyed by war n corruption.

Yet.. Many thinks.. 'sorry', 'everything bound to go alright', 'dun bother bout it', 'too busy to bother', etc.. Sometimes when we learn or write essays in sch including the sentence "caring for the next generation", do we really mean it?? Or is it a simple sentence oso just to b said n not taken attention of.. Caring for the next generations... Whose responsibility is it really?? Youth? Young adults? Adults?

Maybe being too long-winded there.. But wat makes me think bout this is probably some friends i noe that does that often..It can hurt n break friendship if its not strong. It can cause bitter cryin and sorrow to grow.. For girls, how much can u take till u break? For guys, though many appear to b strong.. Somethin that had a huge impact on u suddenly falls apart..Would it not hurt like crazy?? Though i may not b a guy.. But from a lot of stories from friends.. When a guy is hurt bad, they r really broken. Girls emo easy, but for guys.. when they r emo.. They can do stupid stuffs.. So as friends, hold strong to each other. Dun over a prob break the friendship for no one can walk alone. Care for each other. Many of ur friends prob could b ur prob. Why do we go through struggles? So that if any of our friends go through them, we can help!!

The verse from the bible "Love your neighbour as yourself" would really apply a lot here.

I guess thats that. Continuing..

13 DAYS TO SPM!!!!

Nooooo!!!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Comp kena virus.. Sobs.. Cannot on9 on comp anymore.. Sigh.. So sad... Am actually on sis comp nw. Sigh.. memories.. stupid jokes n laughter tht save in comp.. Gone.. Sniff.. Anyway.. sniff.. Count down for SPM.. sniff..

....15 DAYS TO GO....

Blog renewed

Argh!!! Accidently press a wrong button n the whole blog goes ballistic. Sigh.. Had to redo the whole thing.. Took up most of my studies. Sobs.. So for now this will have to do.. Sigh.. Anyway..
Count down for SPM starts here XD.

16 Days to SPM!!!!

A Quote

Empty churches and well-filled jails, Empty churches and mankind fails;
Empty churches and liquor flows, Empty churches and evil grows;
Empty churches and sin’s in style, Empty churches and youth goes wild;
Empty churches and wasted lives, Empty churchesand Satan thrives.

Empty churches and prayerless hearts, Empty churches and Christ departs;
Empty churches and homes are sad, Empty churches and men go mad;
Empty churches, no Pentecost. Empty churches and souls are lost;
Empty churches and drunkards die, Empty churches and orphans cry.

Empty churches and revival cease, Empty churches and crimes increase;
Empty churches and gamblers meet, Empty churches and wrongs defeat;
Empty churches and war clouds roll, Empty churches and no control;
Empty churches, forsaken pews, Empty churches and bad, bad news.

Empty churches and nations blight, Empty churches, O sad, sad sight!
Empty churches, men hate and kill, Empty churches and much ill will;
Empty churches, O sad the truth, Empty churches defeated youth.
Empty churches, it’s bad to tell, Empty churches, men go to hell.

(W.E. Isenhour)

Ideal Partner? Survey.. Verses!!!

Not sure what i am really doing. I guess its more of to just let my mind wander n let out everything. Many questions I thought to myself and answers that I have reflected upon.

Ideal partner (turn on/off) - something i got frm friendster:
Smokes?
~ turn off

Plays same sports (or other sports)?
~ turn on (turn on more XD)

Dance?
~ turn on

Sing?
~ Neutral

Smart?
~ Neutral

Liar?
~ Turn off

Aware of reality?
~ turn on

Mostly serious?
~ turn on

Fun?
~ Neutral

Childish?
~ turn on (being with kids)
~ turn off (tryin to act macho)

Humble?
~ Turn on (How many guys would do tht nowadays?)

Violent?
~ Turn off

Protective?
~ Turn on

Taking things for granted?
~ Turn off

Not knowing when to stop?
~ Turn off

Worried for others more than self?
~ Turn on

Respects elders (parents or ppl elder)?
~ Turn on

Respects religions?
~ Turn on

Love for Christ?
~ More turned on XD

Lazy?
~ Turn off

Gamble as hobby?
~ Turn off

Open book?
~ Turn on

Possessive of the ppl they care?
~ Turn on

Can cook?
~ Turn on XD

Loves kids?
~ Turn on

Too much ego?
~ Turn off

Secretive?
~ Turn off

Thinking sorry solves everything?
~ Turn OFF

Understanding?
~ Turn on


Ahh... I am out of ideas.. Lol!!



1. What are you thinking of?
>> Nothing but reasons how i got involve

2. Are you sad or angry?
>> Nope. Just really confuse n messed up

3. What annoys you most right now?
>> Hearing ppl sayin sry over n over again yet repeating the same mistake

4. Is something itching you to do now?
>> Maybe.. Feel like slapping someone but i noe i won't b able to do it

5. What have you always thought yourself to be?
>> Erm.. Be unique? A friend to all.. Err...

6. What is your weakest point?
>> Easy to forgive and make friends.

7. What is your strong point?
>> Always focusing on having a strong will

8. What is your greatest desire?
>> Totally focusing upon God and not let anythin pull me down or away from Him.

9. How much have you cried this year?
>> Seriously?? I think 4.. but definitely lesser than 10 XD

10. How many times have you felt like being torn apart?
>> Haha.. I think uncountable XD

11. How much have you change between these two years?
>> A lot. Personality, spiritually.. physically still same lar XD

12. Something that you truly want in your future partner.
>> Honest and cares bout me a lot XD

13. If you could change ur physical appearance, what would it be?
>> I dun wanna wear specs!! But i still wan my eye colour and shape XD

14. Whats the animal your so crazy bout now?
>> Wolves!! Wolf!!! Grey Wolf!! White Wolf!! Artic Wolf!!! WAAAAAAAH *~*!!!!! (I was so crazy bout them that i even nicked my best friend as Wolf XD)


15. Do you wanna be single or taken?
>> Singles have their benefits n being taken too has their benefits. So.. I cant really choose XD.


Thts all for surveys i guess. Now for some encouragements for ME!!! Free for all to use as well ^~^ .


" Be self-controlled and alert. For your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. (1Peter 5 : 8)"


" If your sinful nature controls your mind, there is death. But if the Holy Spirit controls your mind, there is life and peace. (Romans 8 : 6)"


" I'm afraid" I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1 : 7)"


" I'm always worried and frustrated" Cast all your cares on Me (1Peter 5 : 7)"


" I'm too tired" I will give you rest (Matthew 11 : 28-30)"


" I feel all alone" I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13 : 5)"



Continue in next post. Wahahahahha XD!!!

Okayy.. I lazy to think of title. Can't come up with anything. Anyway, I am just gonna say my week. My week was... Interesting yet boring. I learned that having a crush can really pull u away from God. Especially if u not really clear what is goin on XD. U feel down, upset, stressed, frustrated and annoyed at nearly everything. Hm.. Well, my mind is clearer. SPM is near.. Really have to focus on God to guide me to use my time well. Lol. Erm erm.. I guess thinkin of what happened on monday to today, today would upset quite a lot.


I take my relationship with Christ quite seriously. Today sch is like half day since its frm 8am to 1pm. So.. we had PJK (sports) at the beginnning of the day. After that we rushed for our classes and didn't bother to change. During recess I was kind of lazy to change to sch uniform but at the same time i was bz coz i had to rush to find my chem teacher to discuss some test paper question (last day to key in marks). In the end found out he was relief-ing my class since EST teacher didn't come -.-" . Swt.. I noe.



Anyway, after that rush to canteen to eat coz didn't have breakfast. After sports super hungry >.< . Go canteen like nthg to eat. Drink a can of green lemon tea (something like tht lar XD) then rush back to class. I knew I should have change but.. after sch must change back to sports attire again ler. and it was like.. another 2hrs?? Ok this was wrong of me i noe. I even brought my uniform to change just in case i got in trouble XP. Okok.. so i went back to class. Everythin was fine till it was like.. HALF an hour before sch ends when discipline teacher (sort of) came in and like scolded the class and advised our teacher to make us go change 2 or 3 at a time. This is whr things got annoying.



It seems like those tht were in sports attire (excluding me) DIDN'T bring their uniforms. Not sure whether i was a bad liar or coz i was feeling bad, teacher didn't believe me when i said i didn't bring my uniform. Then this guy name Woon (aka turtle XD) had to really slice my heart by saying "Eh Rei (not my real name XD)!! Thought u said u Christian?! Thought u suppose to be vry holy wan!! Cannot lie lie rite?!!" Gosh.. I know i know!! N i was really feeling awful trust me.. Sigh.. It was like a rock/ boulder on my heart. Except when he said it.. It felt even worse (just when i thought i couldn't feel worse than..WORSE). It felt like something just pierce through my heart and really choking me. I felt like crying.. GOSH!!



Then another smart alec in my class, Chee Yong had to repeat half of what Woon said but added somehting like "Thr the thing on the cross.. Dunno what the name.." and acted as if HE was JESUS dying on the cross. ARGH!! That REALLY SETS ME OFF!!! I mean like u wan insult me fine lar. But how could u call MY God a THING!!!! I really feel like slappin him or something. Instead I shouted at him to SHUT UP!! But HE!! Just had to continue talkin as if i didnt mean a thing. Anyway, i didn't hear what he said after that but just got up told him that he can insult me but NOT my God. What do u think i did next?? Go change clothes lar XD. Tak boleh tahan liao mar. Sigh.. Half an hr oni then hav to change back.. Aihzz..



Oh well, anyway.. Chee Yong did apologize but he didn't think it through before tellin me i guess coz he said it like this "Rei. Sry bout just nw. I really didn't know the thing name.." I was still recovering tht time. AGAIN he go cal God the thing.. WAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! Tak boleh tahan ler... Anyway, I just said "hnn.." coz i really nthg to say d, if not i was gonna burst. But guess what he said when i replied him like tht..He said "argh!! Nvm!!". Since when do u apologize then say nvm -.-" .. Geez.. If JUST saying sry and making an excuse as a reason to cover up is suppose to make the person forgive u, what a BETTER place our world would be!! So yea.. Thats all i guess. Nitez y'all!!

P.s
Decided to put some random pics i took here and thr since Pei Wen wants pics XD.

Hari Raya Holidays Over

Well, its been a week. Holidays r over and sch is back. Somehow, during this sch hols.. I did totally opposite frm wat i normally do during sch hols. Here is a list:

Every Normal Sch Holidays:
1. Movie Marathon!!
2. Slp time is after 4am
3. Wake up time is after 2pm
4. Have a slp ove with Signified Seven
5. Go out nearly every single day
6. No tuition or additional tuition
7. Online...Online...Online...
8. Msn...Msn...Msn...
9. Late night snacks..Ice-cream..Chocolates..
10.Study A BIT on the vry last day of sch hols

THIS Hari Raya Sch Holidays:
1. Slpt latest by 2am
2. NO movie marathons but got watch a movie or two
3. Wake up earliest at 7am
4. Rarely online or..i mean AND msn
5. No slpove
6. Tuition nearly everday
7. Studied nearly everyday
8. Went out once
9. Still had late night snacks =P

Blech.. Normally I would feel like i did nthg n wasted my sch hols. But i nw i feel the same as if i nvr had hols -.-" . Oh well, tomorrow is back to sch. Pray i survive SPM XD. Hm.. Bout the last post.. I guess i was being too much. If cant means cant. Honouring thy parents too means understanding n not being angry. Being angry at heart too means NOT honouring thy father n thy mother as it is written in the bible. So.. looks like i still much to grow ^~^. Till here. Nitez all!!



P.s
This is a picture is my first edited picture using Adobe Photoshop.

Good yet bad

Yay for the END of trials!!!!! Not to mention the holidays tht r finally here. REST!!! So looking forward for this holiday. Whr i am just gonna chill, relax, do somethin to get my mind of the stress n of course do some tuition at least lar har (SPM still not over T.T).. Lol. Tot of going out or mayb hangin out with a friend or two. Watch movies with sisters till super late.

However, just kinda argued with parents. Sad everytime u argue with ur parents. Its even more annoyin when both parties r angry bout diff things. Sigh.. Feels like a ton or MORE of bricks fallin on ur shoulder. I dun EVER wanna argue anymore. Gosh, it just the HUGE gap of generations between us tht is so hard to understand each other sometimes (well, at least frm my point of view i seem to understand but my parents keeps denyin as if i couldnt understand- but i think its just coz they r just super worried n keeps describing how naive n BLUR i am). Its like evrytime when i am about to argue, i will hold my strength back (more of my voice strength) n say what i wanna say. Then i will scolded. Then when i ask a diff q related (still holdin back anger, strength...etc) and i get scolded again. Its so frustrating!!! U know u cant let it out coz u have honour thy father and thy mother. As long as u live under their roof, u hav to obey and not disobey. I actually felt like i wanna cry but then i tot.. knowing my mom, if she sees me cryin she prob scold for being childish or being selfish coz i dun wanna listen to her n go my own way. So dunno lar whether childish onot lar. I took a deep breath and got up frm my bed and stated walkin around my room a few rounds then got out my clothes n told my sis i am gonna shower after her. Now just listenin to music - Survivor(American Mall) , n typin this blog. Feeling silly, stupid, crazy, idiotic, nutty.. Gah.. typing this is prob silly either but who cares. Some of my friends told me before tht i shouldnt bottle too much pain or i would easily break next time. Sigh, sigh, sigh.. Cannot release, cannot hold.. What to do!!!! Just b crazy n listen to music then cool down n b normal?? Lol. I guess thts wat i most of the time do when i get angry except for goin crazy part. Listen to wat music?? Hm.. Can b rock, noisy, calm, emo, love, hillsong, planetshakers, etc.. anything to just listen awhile.

Like nw.. I ok d XD. Strange but i am still gonna post this up XD.

想太多了吗?

为什么会这样呢? 爱过你. 相信你. 但你还看不到呢..你知道我受了多少的苦吗?
你说过你爱我，说你永远不会骗我. 将为什么我觉得是这样? 说你想念我，这只
是当我们见面吗? 如果不是,为什么不和我谈当我们不见面? 你生气可以. 我生
气不可以. 你对我没礼貌，我不出声. 我对你一点没礼貌你讲我,像我做错了
很大的错误.
真是很喜欢你的..现在不懂如何这么样. 应为知道你真真喜欢的女人是谁才而离
开. 没想到你会说我喜欢..不..说我和那男生交往. 真是弄我伤心..虽然我
喜欢男生但我不是跟一个人分开后就有另一个了.
我已经想了好久，我知道我们两人永远不可以在一起但还是希望可以跟你多多开心
的过日期..不用害怕或害羞什么. 不懂你会看到这个呢? 如果看了，你会生气吗?你
会有什么反应呢? 不在多想了.. 去睡觉了. 到之为止. 明不明白自由你们了. 拜拜!

Hooks and Buttons

Two girls were in a corner. When ‘random girl’ walks past and hears weird shoutings.

(‘Random Girl’s POV)
Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in!! Just put it in only!!

Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in only!!!!!!

Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Why cannot put in?!!

Girl B : The hole very small. Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in!!

Girl B : The hole very small ar!!

Girl A : Ah!! Very pain!! Very pain!!

Girl B : Very thick!!

Girl A : Pain ar!! Pain!!

Girl B : Finally got it.

Hey all!! Please dun think dirty or what. The story is quite funny, especially if u translate it into Chinese. The origin was actually in Chinese.

The meaning of the whole scene above is that a girl’s hook came off her skirt in public. She asked her friend to help her hook back. The hole for the hook was too small for the friend to see. So she pulled the skirt tighter around the girl which made her shout out in pain. Also another reason the friend could not hook it in the hole was because there were too much clothing as the girl was wearing a singlet also.
Hope u enjoyed this little scene.

I would give this credits to the SMK Puteri Ampang afternoon session prefects. As well as to my sister for letting me post this up to share. Names are confidential as we do not wish to humiliate the girls. Ciaoz~~<3

Scary Experience

SLEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In sch typing this now. Gosh, just last Sunday went out for a dinner with the family. While there, had a shockin experience. Someone actually had a fit. It started off as me and my sisters were just chatting casually. I noticed this man sittin behind my sister. He seem to be like sticking a fork into his mouth. Suddenly the man started chocking, then he fidgeted so badly and then he went so still as if paralysed with his arms outstretched and fell to the floor. My sister immediately jumped out of the way. The man started fidgeting. The owner of the restaurant tried to open the man's mouth by forcing a spoon into his mouth. I learned that this was to not allow the man to bite his tongue or it would occur an immediate death. No sooner had the owner of the restaurant got the spoon into the mans mouth, the spoon (plastic by the way) broke. Gosh, as it was me and my sisters first time experiencing this, we were feeling really creeped out. Soon we started seeing foam forming at the man's mouth then we saw blood coming out of his nose and mouth. Oh gosh, I admit I got a bit scared. My dad then suggested to get the man to sit up and give a whack on his back. Amazingly enough, the man started to calm down. Mom told us that we should get going so we left the place.

In the car, mom kept sayin by how as we were still young. We should take care of ourselves. I guess this incident also reminded my mom bout the strange sickness 'epilepsi' some doctors claim to say that I have. Sigh... As much as I hate or don't want to believe, I really pray that what I saw that day would not happen to me in the future. Imagine how terrifyin it is when you feel that is goin to happen to you in the future and there is no cure. Well, time for break soon. I'll stop here. Ciaoz~

Thoughts..

Gosh.. Tuition is killer, sat for 5 hrs just listening to physics and add maths. Even though I have been doing it for the past......1 1/2 years but I can never feel any better. True I shouldnt complain but why does major exams always have to be so stressful -.-" . Those that score straight A's and such.. Either ur really smart or really crazy to be able to study 24/7 .

The past few days.. Hm.. I guess ever since I manage to have a break during my sickness, I realized that both parties were right and wrong bout each other. Some may know bout this while others I dun think so.. Maybe in awhile yea.. Lost 2 friends over some idiotic argument. Sad but wat can I do bout it?? True both may be idiots but everyone is not perfect. Everyone have their own idiotic sides that some people like and some people dislike. If that person were truly your friend, they would accept you no matter wat. If they cant, how can they be called ur friend?

It no use crying over spilt milk, whether I miss them or not I still have to move on. U can't expect me to be cryin at home shouting 'GOSH!! WHY CANT U ACCEPT IT!!' or 'STOP DOING IDIOTIC THINGS!!' . Lol, maybe over dramatic and such but.. it is the truth right??

My dog is so cute just slpin beside me now. Lol, I recently brought her to my room to slp since the maids kept torturing her -.-" . Geez.. Leave the dog with the maids a few weeks and it gets tortured, beaten and ill-treated. My poor baby >.< !!! I dun care.. I am so gonna keep it in my room whenever I am around whether mom agrees or not. I guess mom should understand =/ .

Also to add, I guess I have not really been a friend the way I always said I would. Theres a girl I know who is always bullied, teased and joked about. I guess partly is her fault for the way she acts and talks at first but then recently there are a few people who are going waaay over-board. Even though she is rude and such, she still cares for us and is willing to help us whenever we ask right? Even though she likes the guys some of us have a crush on but still.. it hurts us mayb also anger us but I dun think we should pinpoint her or gang up on her and insult her. Though this may sound like I think too far but if we keep treatin her that way, she might turn into a rebel or even quit scholing. Then whose fault is it gonna be?? She can go crazy or start gettin violent with everyone or isolate herself. Why? Cause she knows she cant tel her parents, she knows she cant change sch till the major exam is over. She cant switch class cause thts the oni class. We dun wna her hangin out with us yet we dun wan her hangin out with the guys. Then wat do we want? Right now I can tel tht many of you just wan her to disappear. Well, she is on earth nw and she is living, she is over extremely helpful plus she is really kind even if she has a frank mouth and can be annoying at times =P . I say all of us just have to live with it, if we can help her change out of her attitude, then give it a go (if she is willing). If we cant then leave it, dun go around insulting her and driving her crazy!! I am sorry I couldnt help her many a times but it really angers me.

I may be strange and different. Many people told me before how weird or unique I am. But u know wat.. I always feel really happy when people tell me tht instead of being uncomfortable or freaked out bout it. Maybe its because when ur different, ur actually special cause for example, for girls, look into ur closet. If you see so many same old same old clothes, you get bored. So wat do u do? U go out and buy something DIFFERENT rite?? For guys, hairstyle is really important. Especially to many of my guy friends. Mess their hair once and ur dead. But why bother? Many guys also wanna cut or leave their hair long. Some even cut their own hair. Why?? They wanna be diff. I know a few guys that purposely style their hair in one way just so that everyone will know that only that person will have that kind of hairstyle. Well, I guess tht is one way to put it.

I typed enough for one day. Lol, time to turn in. Nitey Nitez all!!!

Holiday!!!

Yay!!! Finally its the beginning of the sch hols. I was wondering when it would ever come >.< . Well, even though the sch hols started, I somehow feel like somethin is missing.. It doesnt exactly feel like a holiday. Maybe its the pressure from the no. of days left before SPM. Gosh I am gettin a bit worked up by it.. Or maybe it could be due to the used-to-it-ness of going to sch tht it doesnt feel right.. Anyhow, I hav to make this one quick coz I gtg. Its late and my sis and I are gonna have a movie marathon ;P. What else is there to do at the start of a wonderful sch holiday XD . Ciaoz!!

5Sc3

This is a whole bunch of photos of my class. The Form 5 troublemakers yet love to party class XD. The above pics r whats gonna b put in our sch yr book. The following pics r some photos taken during the photo shoot which WONT be found in the yr book. Enjoy this session of 5Sc3!!













































I LOVE my class even though its oni been.. a yr n a 3/4 ? But hope we nvr forget each other. Hope thrs more fun pics i can upload in the future bout Form 5's monkey class =P .