Thoughts..

Gosh.. Tuition is killer, sat for 5 hrs just listening to physics and add maths. Even though I have been doing it for the past......1 1/2 years but I can never feel any better. True I shouldnt complain but why does major exams always have to be so stressful -.-" . Those that score straight A's and such.. Either ur really smart or really crazy to be able to study 24/7 .

The past few days.. Hm.. I guess ever since I manage to have a break during my sickness, I realized that both parties were right and wrong bout each other. Some may know bout this while others I dun think so.. Maybe in awhile yea.. Lost 2 friends over some idiotic argument. Sad but wat can I do bout it?? True both may be idiots but everyone is not perfect. Everyone have their own idiotic sides that some people like and some people dislike. If that person were truly your friend, they would accept you no matter wat. If they cant, how can they be called ur friend?

It no use crying over spilt milk, whether I miss them or not I still have to move on. U can't expect me to be cryin at home shouting 'GOSH!! WHY CANT U ACCEPT IT!!' or 'STOP DOING IDIOTIC THINGS!!' . Lol, maybe over dramatic and such but.. it is the truth right??

My dog is so cute just slpin beside me now. Lol, I recently brought her to my room to slp since the maids kept torturing her -.-" . Geez.. Leave the dog with the maids a few weeks and it gets tortured, beaten and ill-treated. My poor baby >.< !!! I dun care.. I am so gonna keep it in my room whenever I am around whether mom agrees or not. I guess mom should understand =/ .

Also to add, I guess I have not really been a friend the way I always said I would. Theres a girl I know who is always bullied, teased and joked about. I guess partly is her fault for the way she acts and talks at first but then recently there are a few people who are going waaay over-board. Even though she is rude and such, she still cares for us and is willing to help us whenever we ask right? Even though she likes the guys some of us have a crush on but still.. it hurts us mayb also anger us but I dun think we should pinpoint her or gang up on her and insult her. Though this may sound like I think too far but if we keep treatin her that way, she might turn into a rebel or even quit scholing. Then whose fault is it gonna be?? She can go crazy or start gettin violent with everyone or isolate herself. Why? Cause she knows she cant tel her parents, she knows she cant change sch till the major exam is over. She cant switch class cause thts the oni class. We dun wna her hangin out with us yet we dun wan her hangin out with the guys. Then wat do we want? Right now I can tel tht many of you just wan her to disappear. Well, she is on earth nw and she is living, she is over extremely helpful plus she is really kind even if she has a frank mouth and can be annoying at times =P . I say all of us just have to live with it, if we can help her change out of her attitude, then give it a go (if she is willing). If we cant then leave it, dun go around insulting her and driving her crazy!! I am sorry I couldnt help her many a times but it really angers me.

I may be strange and different. Many people told me before how weird or unique I am. But u know wat.. I always feel really happy when people tell me tht instead of being uncomfortable or freaked out bout it. Maybe its because when ur different, ur actually special cause for example, for girls, look into ur closet. If you see so many same old same old clothes, you get bored. So wat do u do? U go out and buy something DIFFERENT rite?? For guys, hairstyle is really important. Especially to many of my guy friends. Mess their hair once and ur dead. But why bother? Many guys also wanna cut or leave their hair long. Some even cut their own hair. Why?? They wanna be diff. I know a few guys that purposely style their hair in one way just so that everyone will know that only that person will have that kind of hairstyle. Well, I guess tht is one way to put it.

I typed enough for one day. Lol, time to turn in. Nitey Nitez all!!!