Saturday, September 27, 2008

Good yet bad

Yay for the END of trials!!!!! Not to mention the holidays tht r finally here. REST!!! So looking forward for this holiday. Whr i am just gonna chill, relax, do somethin to get my mind of the stress n of course do some tuition at least lar har (SPM still not over T.T).. Lol. Tot of going out or mayb hangin out with a friend or two. Watch movies with sisters till super late.

However, just kinda argued with parents. Sad everytime u argue with ur parents. Its even more annoyin when both parties r angry bout diff things. Sigh.. Feels like a ton or MORE of bricks fallin on ur shoulder. I dun EVER wanna argue anymore. Gosh, it just the HUGE gap of generations between us tht is so hard to understand each other sometimes (well, at least frm my point of view i seem to understand but my parents keeps denyin as if i couldnt understand- but i think its just coz they r just super worried n keeps describing how naive n BLUR i am). Its like evrytime when i am about to argue, i will hold my strength back (more of my voice strength) n say what i wanna say. Then i will scolded. Then when i ask a diff q related (still holdin back anger, strength...etc) and i get scolded again. Its so frustrating!!! U know u cant let it out coz u have honour thy father and thy mother. As long as u live under their roof, u hav to obey and not disobey. I actually felt like i wanna cry but then i tot.. knowing my mom, if she sees me cryin she prob scold for being childish or being selfish coz i dun wanna listen to her n go my own way. So dunno lar whether childish onot lar. I took a deep breath and got up frm my bed and stated walkin around my room a few rounds then got out my clothes n told my sis i am gonna shower after her. Now just listenin to music - Survivor(American Mall) , n typin this blog. Feeling silly, stupid, crazy, idiotic, nutty.. Gah.. typing this is prob silly either but who cares. Some of my friends told me before tht i shouldnt bottle too much pain or i would easily break next time. Sigh, sigh, sigh.. Cannot release, cannot hold.. What to do!!!! Just b crazy n listen to music then cool down n b normal?? Lol. I guess thts wat i most of the time do when i get angry except for goin crazy part. Listen to wat music?? Hm.. Can b rock, noisy, calm, emo, love, hillsong, planetshakers, etc.. anything to just listen awhile.

Like nw.. I ok d XD. Strange but i am still gonna post this up XD.

Friday, September 19, 2008

想太多了吗?

为什么会这样呢? 爱过你. 相信你. 但你还看不到呢..你知道我受了多少的苦吗?
你说过你爱我,说你永远不会骗我. 将为什么我觉得是这样? 说你想念我,这只
是当我们见面吗? 如果不是,为什么不和我谈当我们不见面? 你生气可以. 我生
气不可以. 你对我没礼貌,我不出声. 我对你一点没礼貌你讲我,像我做错了
很大的错误.
真是很喜欢你的..现在不懂如何这么样. 应为知道你真真喜欢的女人是谁才而离
开. 没想到你会说我喜欢..不..说我和那男生交往. 真是弄我伤心..虽然我
喜欢男生但我不是跟一个人分开后就有另一个了.
我已经想了好久,我知道我们两人永远不可以在一起但还是希望可以跟你多多开心
的过日期..不用害怕或害羞什么. 不懂你会看到这个呢? 如果看了,你会生气吗?你
会有什么反应呢? 不在多想了.. 去睡觉了. 到之为止. 明不明白自由你们了. 拜拜!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Hooks and Buttons

Two girls were in a corner. When ‘random girl’ walks past and hears weird shoutings.

(‘Random Girl’s POV)
Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in!! Just put it in only!!

Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in only!!!!!!

Girl B : Cannot put in!! Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Why cannot put in?!!

Girl B : The hole very small. Cannot put in!!

Girl A : Just put it in!!

Girl B : The hole very small ar!!

Girl A : Ah!! Very pain!! Very pain!!

Girl B : Very thick!!

Girl A : Pain ar!! Pain!!

Girl B : Finally got it.

Hey all!! Please dun think dirty or what. The story is quite funny, especially if u translate it into Chinese. The origin was actually in Chinese.

The meaning of the whole scene above is that a girl’s hook came off her skirt in public. She asked her friend to help her hook back. The hole for the hook was too small for the friend to see. So she pulled the skirt tighter around the girl which made her shout out in pain. Also another reason the friend could not hook it in the hole was because there were too much clothing as the girl was wearing a singlet also.
Hope u enjoyed this little scene.

I would give this credits to the SMK Puteri Ampang afternoon session prefects. As well as to my sister for letting me post this up to share. Names are confidential as we do not wish to humiliate the girls. Ciaoz~~<3