Sunday, January 30, 2011

Time Flies

Somehow yesterday got me reflecting as I was watching NSt do their usual service. Somehow I just can't believe that it has been already.. close to 8 years? Wow~ Its gone that fast.. I remember the first time I joined NSt, got lost in Kidzone then so crazy passionate in serving here and there.. 8 years.. A whole different generation is rising up before my eyes. Its like.. I didnt realize it till I took a step back and just view without being involve. I mean, yes.. I have led the 13.. now 14 year old girls with girls one year younger than me but.. Maybe its the connection with them. Being able to communicate with these girls..

I remember the time where I didn't need to worry or be responsible for other ppl's lives in church. Where events and activities were always planned for me. Now its like, I'm planning for them.

Hey! Its not just me!! When I talked sometimes with Elena and Lenna bout this the other day.. Except we were talkin bout how much we could eat last time.. But hearing that we are going to hit 20?.. Its like.. Wow.. Its really that fast!...

I wonder have any adults in their late twenties or thirties, tried doing stuff they did when they were in high school.. hm.. Maybe they do but rarely =P. Well, now to stop here.

Soon me leaving home will be an arm away. Better start checkin everything =). Will really miss the memories I've had here. Secretly or not so secretly XD. But all were definitely worth while because it made me who I am ^^.

Loves~

Friday, January 28, 2011

Pack Pack Pack

Packing packing.. Taking a short break from packing my clothes.. As I was packing I suddenly thought of something.. How big is my cupboard for clothes ar? Haha!! Pack pack pack.. Later cannot fit all @@.. Somemore got different seasons.. Hieee!!! How how how!! Or should I pack for 2-3 weeks, then live on those since I WILL be washing the clothes anyway..

Hm.. Bet many of you will be thinking, will this girl be ok doing chores on her own?? Answer is YES!! I will somehow manage XD. Or Ke Ying will hear all my blabbers =P. Hehe!!

Oh oh~!! I just remember!! Shoes!! Aiya!! Didnt make space for those @@.... Rawr.. Leaving home is so not an easy task.. Prep oso susah @@.. Well!! Gotta head back. Later COUZ ada COUZ Nite! Me need prep cny clothes somemore.. Or maybe I shall just wear a red-T.. Keep hearing everyone saying lets wear red-T.. Lala~ Till next time~

Loves~!!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Movies and Shopping~

Lalala~ Past few days me got driver to drive me around~ So nice XD!!! Haha!! Go buy clothes, see shoes, buy toiletries and watch movie.. etc etc etc.. oh and help me carry bags XD!! First time I dun need carry bags =P.

Oh oh~ Went to watch few movies every now and then~ Erm erm..

Meet the parents was not bad. Quite funny. I havent watch the first one though but it was not bad ;). I bet many guys would really have sweat just having this kind of daddy-in law =P. Hm.. I wonder if my dad is just as strict ^^.

Faster was okay I guess~ Cant really remember much of the show but can feel a lot of revenge, pain and etc. What is blech is the part where he must shoot everyone in the skull/forehead -.-"..

This movie was sweet =). It does talk a bit bout cny, how families should be united as one on this day. I mean, quite true.. How many times do you get to see ALL your relatives at once? Kinda saw 1Malaysia in it too XD. This indian guy speaking chinese.. Coolz ^^!! Its of course quite hilarious =).

Watched this movie today.. Or yesterday. Kinda sad story though.. All bout war and greed.. But its quite true I guess.. Sometimes we humans can never be satisfied with what we have. We'll complain or want more. And when we have a lot, we suspect everyone around us, even those that love us. Tears me up the most is at the end.. One man's greed is the cost of thousands / millions of people's blood. Not to mention the broken hearts and weeping and mourning of families. Tsk tsk.. War.. Yet everyone still love their family. Strange isn't it?

Well.. Like this oso can make long post ^^. Till here~ Counting down~ Few weeks to new environment =). Will miss~

Loves~

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Sisters Friends Day?

Today whole day laugh laugh laugh, laugh laugh laugh.. Aiyoyo~ Haha!! Well, my kind friend volunteered to drive my siblings and I for my brother's swimming classes and etc. Came home, we all had dinner then laugh laugh laugh again till parents came home. Not enough, after parents came home and went upstairs, they all (k lar include myself) continue laugh laugh laugh till like wat.. 1130pm plus?? Goodness... Tsk tsk tsk~ I think I got tummy ache or sides ache from laughin so much.

I'm really happy with today. Full of fun and laughter, jokes and teasings.. Just sad that someone still somehow had to show me she was still upset with me? I mean.. Come on ler.. Saying stuff over one small thing, and making a big fuss out of it as if I done a huge mistake.. Then giving me tht tone.. U sure u not treating me like a project ar? U sure u not being biased? U already showed some parts who you wished was born first anyway.

I'll stop here.. No point in getting upset. U wanna think like tht go ahead lar. 2 more weeks. I'm tired of always trying to make things better and getting sad or put down. I'll leave you and go with the flow k? U wanna talk, I'm here to talk. U wanna say anything, i'll just listen.

Guai lar~ Time to turn out. I definitely need a shower =P.

Nite!! / Morning!!!

Love ^^

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Play Play

I realized I have a mini member by the name of Leanne who has been dropping my blog secretly =P. Hehe!! After going thru the stats, didnt realize it exists.. Yay!!! After being bored with my blog. I giv it new make over again. Yesh, I'm quite bored and frustrated. Was going thru my childhood, high sch, primary sch, college n uni pictures.. Ish ish!! So many memories here in my homeland. Ahh well, I'm watching the hour and day that I will leave draw near. From what seems to be only 2 months have now turned to 2 weeks. Time sure flies.. Will miss many ppl here.

I'm wondering.. I wanna privatize my blog. Yet ibu bapa ku later cannot access.. Or inconvenient them to access.. Its oni normal parents wanna see their children's blog rite? Ish ish~ Though putting pictures and etc on the web is gud coz u can access them anytime and not worry bout it being deleted. Yet bad part is SOME ppl dunno how to respect ppl's privacy and goes off being childish and destroyin ppl's lives. How ler?

Its no longer safe, everything is not safe. Everyone is not safe. Where u go, each day is 50-50 tht u will be alive the next day. What to do what to do~

End here ba ^^

Luv luv ^^

Disney Princess

No I am not talkin bout which Disney Princess I like. Haha!! But sometimes reality is a bit like those stories. Or at least my dramatic life can get.. Wonder how some pp say they envy it..

Nvm! Lets see, I had a period/few days which was like.. a fantasy? Where life was as normal n routined. Then tiba-tiba, you get what u want for a period of time. Then knowing its too gud to be real, u r told to wake up. And though u remember the dream of it, u are required to act normal as if it didnt happen and continue ur life b4 it all started.

Somehow what kept coming to mind is Cinderella at 12o'clock.


Now seeing the topic and rereading what i've written.. Lol..Sounds a bit childish. Haha!! N let me clarify, I'm not thinking myself as a princess thank u. Haha!! I'm just tryin to say how many of our lives could probably be like it. Just that, it not vry sparkly or dazzling or pointy crowny like. Haha!!

Or better yet, another disney cartoon came to mind. Alice in Wonderland. Its all just a dream ^^.


Over and out~

Love

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Going Casual - My Style

What to do if you have too many hand-me-down clothes? Or if ur out shopping for clothes and am not sure what to buy? Or if you just graduated from high school and am entering college/university and are not sure what to wear?

I'm not saying that I'm like a specialist or professional. Ask any of my friends, they will tell u the same. But I somehow, instead of reading magz, I prefer observing ppl what they dress.

*NOTE: THIS IS MOSTLY/ONLY FOR GIRLS*

So lets start! Another thing I must add, this is all just MY point of view. U are not forced or required to follow.

1. The Basics - Tshirt & Jeans/Shorts
One of my favourites. True, its not stylish or feminine or whatever u may say. But it is convenient to do most of the things u like if situation calls for it.

For example of myself, I enjoy playing sports which require u sometimes to run a bit. My uni can also be quite windy so wearing jeans eases my mind, that I do not need worrying bout showing unnecessaries.


2. Long Tshirts, Jeans & Belt/Jacket
I started off wearing jackets first b4 using belts. Waist belts can sometimes be hard for myself, to find (I can be quite picky), to match and etc. Above waist belts are slightly easier just be careful of the material as some materials do not match the clothes. A hooded black/jeans jacket or any other colour which is up to ur waist or shorter is good for most long tshirts.


3. Tube/Spaghetti Straps/Halters + Jackets/Shirts
I am not saying u cant wear just Tube/Spaghetti Straps/Halters. U can but its just that ppl who are sensitive to cold like me.. Wearing a Shirt over can at least ensure ur warm and not too hot wherever u go. Plus, u still look nice though some ppl of this generation might say ur over wearing. Ignore, u still look nice ^^.


4. Tube/Spaghetti Straps/Halters + LONG Shirts
Adding on to the above, something which I learnt for my cousin. Which can be casual and yet semi-formal. For this attire, it is optional to use an above waist belt. But I like to use it coz my shirt wont be flying/flapping everywhr then. I mostly like to get them black, brown or white. Other colours are fine but lets just say ur in a rush. Having any of these 3 colours can really really help, without worrying how badly u look. Haha!!

If ur up for shopping, there are those long "thin coats"/long cardigans which can also pull off a simple casual look. U dun even nid belts for those too. Hm.. In my opinion, gives a girl a soft/demure look. I've seen a friend of mine wearing it.


5. Turtle-neck Sleeveless Tshirts
I realize they can be very very flexible. I'm not joking!! Its those collars that are up to your neck that can go with almost any belt(waist or higher), jackets, shirts, cardigan (long or short) or without any of those at all.


I think some of u can get the idea rite?

Here is a summary. To me, dressing simple really makes life simple. If ur thinking of dressing up everyday.. Good luck with that. Reason is, once u keep the trend of always dressing up, u will be thinking how shall I dress up next time. Also, u probably get tired of ur clothes faster than the times u actually go out to shop.

Another reason? Ppl will kinda start noticing how u wear, and naturally, u would just wanna make urself look better and better right? Who enjoys degrading the way they dress? a good example, look at today's fashion, come on.. Cant think of any so lets go with a meat dress? Dress to impress, a very huge pressure isnt it?


I FEEL PLAIN!!
Keep it simple, though u say it looks plain, just accessorize a lil'. Wear earrings or rings or bracelets or necklace or eyeliner or scarf or belt. They can make plain outfits or urself look different. Hey! Idea is to look good, feel good and not worry bout how shall u dress tomoro.

WHAT I SAY FOR BOTTOMS
Jeans is very helpful. I'm trying to learn to wear shorts to malls or outings =P. Homes and visitings are ok. But to malls.. I feel kinda bare. Haha!!

Dresses are nice, so are skirts. Just make sure u wont be running or doing anything extreme. Showing inner clothing is not really sexy, is more like *uh-hum*.. N btw, thr are ppl who are smiling not coz they just think ur "cute", but some r kinda joking.. bout.. it. Hey! Just speaking the truth of what I've seen and heard.

So yes, just remember. Guys have pride and dignity. So do girls!!

Oh!! I still do wear dresses and skirts and once in a blue moon dress up extra. Wearing tubes and etc without a jacket or cover, i'm not sayin is NO-NO. Just be sure of who you hang out with and what is the reason u wanna wear such outfits. N please be careful to not show too much cleavage..

As a girl, who does NOT want to look good. Please -.-.... I know ppl who say they dislike dressing up and do not care bout looking gud, so they dress as guys. T-shirts and jeans.. But hey! U still kinda care whether the colour suits right? U still care if the size/cut is right and if the picture on the front and back looks gud. Its OKAYY/NORMALLL!!!

My point? If ur a girl, its normal to want to dress up and look nice. But dressing simple is ALSO nice.

Tip: Be confident of yourself. It shows and not only that, u most of the time u pull off what ur wearing. Look at models, ever see any of them hide? They show confidence. Look at ur role models whom u look up to.. Why like them? Cause their confidence shows right? Be confident =)!! Its part of YOUR accessory =P!! N btw, EVERYONE has it and its FREE!! FOC!!! U just gotta learn to like urself for who u r and how u look like.

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Missing 2010

Was going thru some of the pictures in friends and own albums. Really smiled and laughed at all the funny and nice pictures we all had taken b4.. Some without noticing.. Haha!! But yea.. Time flies, some friends oso fly, some friendships oso fly somewhr, most relationships oso say hi and goodbye.. I guess every year some of these things are bound to happen in someone's life.

I even went thru some of the pictures which r like not uni.. Surprising how much changes its been for just not keeping in touch for few months or years.. True, assignments and group works can sometimes makes ppl drift apart. But for me, anytime u wanna yam cha or anything.. Lets go out ^^!! Probably thr will be SOME time difference or inconvenience whr the first few plans dun work out. Hang in thr =)!!

Doesn't mean forever is not possible. Everytime i see others giv up, or everyone on the other side of my line.. Knowing i cant force, of coz I'll just hav to let u go. But if ur willing to work it, after 2 weeks of continuously postponing dates, i'm sure things will somehow work out =).

Well, thts all for now. If i can freshen up after a shower (just came home). I'll post something else ;). Cya~

Here are some pictures tht they half took without me catching. Except the first one (realize after they took and laughed). At least all got diff expression =P.

cant believ they said i look like rabbit

chillax-ing while discussion

at Old Town I think, doing SEF = serious-ness

Friday, January 14, 2011

60/100

该这么解决如果一位超过60%呢? 脑好乱啊!!虽然不是超好看的人(对不起啊 =P),或
者很有钱的人,或者满足第一的要求。。那么我的爸爸在天堂,您可不可以不要玩
我啊? 您给我认识好多满足得到30-50%还OK呢。。请别给我一位差不多80%的但不满
足第一的要求吧。。我很真的很很很很爱您。但是我也不要放我们的关系做测验!!虽
然圣经没有阻拦,我还是一半怕关于我们的关系呢。。我觉得(差不多)痛苦呢。。
爸爸在天堂。。不懂是不是您或那条蛇。。但我真不懂为什么要放我在将的情况呢。。
我该要去澳洲了,能放过我这心伤吗?

你们可能在想,这女人,她爸爸在天堂给她想要的,她干吗在喊叫啊?!啊!!!!!你问
我,我也答不回你啦!!总之是。。。是。。。我也不懂啊!!其实呢。。我也不明
白为什么我那么的紧张呢。。哈哈。。虽然不肯定自己的心,另外的心也不懂呢。。
还是别想太多吧。。乱这自己多困难。。

Lol~ Chinese essay... So long since i done this. Still quite fun though =P. Nite now!!

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What To Do When Too Many Things In Mind?

What to do ler? Blog lor! Especially while showering or just layin in bed ar.. Dunno why can think so many things. When sit down in front of computer, nothing comes to mind @@... Not gud not gud. But I do remember one min i can think from relationships to clothes to future partner to food... Lol? U ask me how i think i dunno how to explain. Like tht lor~ So yea~ Expect few nonsense or just plain thoughts from me ^^. I decided to not do the 3 post thing... Coz might be too sensitive too some ppl i think. Forgive me if sometimes i type then type things which can b a bit insulting. Terlalu emotional at times. Just a heads up warning =D!!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Smiley =)

I find this really annoying somehow lor.. Its not exactly a bad annoying but its kinda sad lar. Imagine u already have this bunch of ppl to say farewell too coz u wont see them every week or every day anymore. Then along came a new friend or two tht u just met for bout.. few weeks? Then u go chatting and become friends. When u remember u have to say bye n just chat on fb or msn frm then on its like.. Sad?? Sad become more sad?? Haha!! I'm just confuse.

Someone ask me once whats the reason I keep smiling. If not smile then wat? U wan me cry ar? Haha!!

1. I smile coz things are way better than it was before.

2. Smile cause u still have a chance now than maybe not experiencing it anymore in the future.

3. Smile cause I like to c ppl smile back oso lar!! Haha!!

4. Smile cause I'm having fun with who I am with lor~

5. Smile cause I like to see everybody's unique reaction =D.

6. Smile cause it uses less muscles than frowning.

7. Smile cause it may be the last expression u may see of me? (choi choi!)

8. Smile cause I dislike ppl feeling more worried than they r at present times

9. Smile cause I THINK it lessens the sadness and blueness in ppl's lives =P

10. Smile cause...u/I can think clearer without just seeing the negativeness of the situation around us

Smile cause.. I'm happy. Though I can be sad of certain stuff, but I know I'm more blessed and pampered than I deserve =P.


❤❤ReiRei❤❤

Dilly Dally

After spending hours and killing time few days back, I think I should try using what I learnt in Web class to design my blog. Haha!! Been only using the already fixed codes to do my blog.. N I seem nvr satisfied.. How How?? Here are two random ones I did.


The words at the sides were suppose to be white.. But the blog codes seem to "constant" it already.. if tht changes to white.. The inner posts oso changes to white... Darn...


This was so so~ Coz I couldnt find a right animal.. The animals made the blog look too... Home adverty~

Cheerio~

Loves

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Dream & Words of Light

This may probably sound crazy but how many of you tried waking up laughin? Weird right? Lagi weird was that my mom and aunt was telling me how grown up of a young adult I have become all because I have.... shed eyelashes?? You know how sometimes ur eye lash gets into ur eye or just plain falls coz u scratch ur eye and such? Well in the dream, it shows u have grown up. Strange?

Well this whole week I've mainly been cooking lunch and dinner at home. Quite fun~ Was thinking of maybe putting up recipes in here too =P. What to do~ Everyone's schedule u start realizing is different or either tht they just out of the blue fall sick. Dun blame them, happen to myself b4.

Oh yes, yesterday went to GlowUnited after.. 1year?? Looks like I am meant to stay there after all. Haha!! 2009 I was there for half a year. And in 2010 I went to NEXT Zone. Now 2011, back to Glow but I c many "new" faces. Mostly from my NEXT cell and also my ex-Since1991 cell. One of the most memorable cell I had gone through in my teens =P.

But heres the catch which made me thought of blogging it next time. I'm still considerin whether to split into parts or just put it in one post. One talks about "Carrying a Burden" and another talks about how "Love is the Opposite of Fear". How so? Well stay tuned I guess =D.

Thts all for now.

Cheerio~

Loves

P.s
I know I have recently change my blog layout. But me thinking of changin it into a darker layout. Inspiration always appears at strange timing. Me also thinking of taking out the Haru Haru lyrics as its getting hard to keep track of things.