College Course

Okok!!! Since few of you been asking me to update. I am really unsure what CAN I update about. LOL!!

Well.. A lot of people are still asking me what am I pursuing. And its been getting REALLY annoying and frustrating when I hear the same response over and over again.

FOR EXAMPLE...
X = random person, R = me

X: Hi Rachel, what are you studying now?

R: Computer Science. U?

X: Eh??? I thought u said u wanted to study mass com/broadcasting?

Well, for those who still ask these Qs or curious to know. Here is my answer.

R: Well, lets just say I decided to try something that will give me a broader range of jobs. Also to assure my parents that I can make a living of my own in the future.

I still love and enjoy media arts and broadcasting, all the switching of the lights, adjusting the audio system, editing clips after clips to form an impacting/hilarious movie as well as watching people laugh and making funny expressions as they act and perform. Its a true joy. Its almost like a fantasy coming to life. I dunno bout some ppl, but thats what it is for me. True, I'm not EXCELLENT or GREAT or SPECTACULAR on it like some ppl. But its an enjoyment.

However, the reason I decided to go with Computer Science is that I can always come back to Media Arts in the future, especially if I dun like Programming. Lol!! But since there is a chance to take Computer Science, why not just try it out? If its ok and good for me, why not?

I am not angry. But I just hope that ppl would somehow understand that I did not give up on media arts. So stop asking me why did I not join media arts. Sometimes I still do feel hurt or envy when I hear ppl talk bout the enjoyment of being in that course. But I'm also the kind of person which does not like to regret. I think of not only myself but of other ppl and the future too. If it is good and it reassures, I don't mind trying it.

Someone once told me that "God will use whatever talent you have for a cause".
Also, another told me "No matter which road you take, even you ter-step into a wrong path, God will somehow direct you back to the right if you follow His ways".

Oh well, if this was really the wrong path. It only means I have taken the longer route to God. Better than being fully lost I guess. How reassuring XD.

OH!!! To some of my college friends frm Taylors (or elsewhr), yes I do believe I might be turning more feminine XD. Probably a phase =P.

Cheerio~
Loves!!!