After getting back my results today.. Mm.... I guess I cannot deny ady. I have paid too much attention in serving God throughout CF. I had irresponsibly not divide my time properly for studies.
True, it is awesome and great serving the Lord but being a student, failing ur studies means not bringin glory to the Lord. This time I won't blame the times I have been in depression due to some insults. Neither would I find excuse to cover this mistake I made. Its hard but after being unable to slp last nite, I realized I no longer want to be in depression.
Depression - tires u out easily, sad whrever u go, u don't feel like doing anything, you feel worthless, u practically don't want to do anything!! Its tiring and frustrating plus it does not improve anything.
If I am gonna get scolding then let it be done for it just means a hunger to grow. And that is what I hope to achieve for God. To hunger to be like Him (whether it'd be in thoughts, actions or understanding) and to hunger to know more about Him.
Hey!! Who says being a Christian means easy road?? We too have our troubles but overcoming it means growing stronger.
Quoting Ann Mama =P
"We must always remember not to react, but respond. When we react, it becomes a negative thing, but if we respond it well, it will turn out to be a positive thing. And this response is a choice."
Monday, September 28, 2009
From Condemnation to Confidence
September 25, 2009
Prayer Steps: From Condemnation to Confidence
by Rick Warren
"Yes, all have sinned; all fall short of God’s glorious ideal; yet now God declares us 'not guilty' of offending him if we trust in Jesus Christ, who in his kindness freely takes away our sins" (Romans 3:23-24 TLB).
For the past few days, we've been studying the biblical path from condemnation to godly confidence, and I consider this so important to our ability to make healing choices, that I want to lead you in a prayer today.
You've been under self condemnation, maybe because of some unresolved guilt, maybe because of some unrealistic expectations, maybe both. The Bible says, "All of us have sinned and we all fall short of God's ideal; yet, now God declares us not guilty if we trust in Jesus Christ, who in his kindness, freely takes away our sins."
Would you like to have that burden removed? Would you pray, "Jesus Christ, I want to ask you to forgive me for all the things I've ever done wrong." If something specific comes to mind right now, just agree, saying, "Yes, and that . . . and that . . . " As those pictures go across your mind, say, "Lord, I ask forgiveness for that and I accept your forgiveness because of Jesus Christ."
Pray, "Jesus, help me to forgive myself and to look straight ahead with honest confidence and not to hang my head in shame. When my past failures come to mind, instead of me coming back and begging you to forgive me again, help me to remember that I've already been forgiven. I just need to forgive myself. Every time that memory comes back, instead of me being guilty, Lord, I will be grateful. Let that memory remind me, instead, that you are a God of forgiveness and grace, and that I am forgiven. When that memory comes to my mind, let it cause me to praise you and say, 'What a great God you are! You've forgiven me. I'm a trophy of your grace.'"
Then would you pray, "Lord, help me to relax in your grace, to realize that you don't expect perfection. You know what I'm made up, that there is no condemnation in Christ, that you'll never love me any more and never love me any less because of what I do."
"Father, I want to walk in your grace. I want to take off the yoke of guilt and put on the yoke of grace today. Lord, help me to eliminate the negative self-talk in my life. I know now that when I put myself down, I am really questioning You--because you made me the way that I am, the way I look, with the talents and abilities I have and the ones that I don't have. You made me just to be me."
"Help me to focus my mind on the positive things and to read my Bible every day and memorize it and meditate on it. And as I read it, remind me again and again how much you love me. God, help me to quit trying to please everybody. I know it's an impossible task and it only causes anxiety in my life. Instead, let me focus only on doing your will and knowing if it's your plan and purpose for my life. Help me to obey what you've told me to do; it doesn't matter what others think. I relax in your grace."
"Thank You, Father, that through your grace we can get off the rat race of unresolved guilt and unrealistic expectations--those things that push us to do more. Instead, may we relax and do the things that really count. I pray this in Jesus' name. Amen."
Prayer Steps: From Condemnation to Confidence
by Rick Warren
"Yes, all have sinned; all fall short of God’s glorious ideal; yet now God declares us 'not guilty' of offending him if we trust in Jesus Christ, who in his kindness freely takes away our sins" (Romans 3:23-24 TLB).
For the past few days, we've been studying the biblical path from condemnation to godly confidence, and I consider this so important to our ability to make healing choices, that I want to lead you in a prayer today.
You've been under self condemnation, maybe because of some unresolved guilt, maybe because of some unrealistic expectations, maybe both. The Bible says, "All of us have sinned and we all fall short of God's ideal; yet, now God declares us not guilty if we trust in Jesus Christ, who in his kindness, freely takes away our sins."
Would you like to have that burden removed? Would you pray, "Jesus Christ, I want to ask you to forgive me for all the things I've ever done wrong." If something specific comes to mind right now, just agree, saying, "Yes, and that . . . and that . . . " As those pictures go across your mind, say, "Lord, I ask forgiveness for that and I accept your forgiveness because of Jesus Christ."
Pray, "Jesus, help me to forgive myself and to look straight ahead with honest confidence and not to hang my head in shame. When my past failures come to mind, instead of me coming back and begging you to forgive me again, help me to remember that I've already been forgiven. I just need to forgive myself. Every time that memory comes back, instead of me being guilty, Lord, I will be grateful. Let that memory remind me, instead, that you are a God of forgiveness and grace, and that I am forgiven. When that memory comes to my mind, let it cause me to praise you and say, 'What a great God you are! You've forgiven me. I'm a trophy of your grace.'"
Then would you pray, "Lord, help me to relax in your grace, to realize that you don't expect perfection. You know what I'm made up, that there is no condemnation in Christ, that you'll never love me any more and never love me any less because of what I do."
"Father, I want to walk in your grace. I want to take off the yoke of guilt and put on the yoke of grace today. Lord, help me to eliminate the negative self-talk in my life. I know now that when I put myself down, I am really questioning You--because you made me the way that I am, the way I look, with the talents and abilities I have and the ones that I don't have. You made me just to be me."
"Help me to focus my mind on the positive things and to read my Bible every day and memorize it and meditate on it. And as I read it, remind me again and again how much you love me. God, help me to quit trying to please everybody. I know it's an impossible task and it only causes anxiety in my life. Instead, let me focus only on doing your will and knowing if it's your plan and purpose for my life. Help me to obey what you've told me to do; it doesn't matter what others think. I relax in your grace."
"Thank You, Father, that through your grace we can get off the rat race of unresolved guilt and unrealistic expectations--those things that push us to do more. Instead, may we relax and do the things that really count. I pray this in Jesus' name. Amen."
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Preview of Love Affair Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
I cant believe it!! Tomoro is just few hrs away!! CoUZ is having another one of their end of the month services. Tomorrow will be featuring the "LOVE AFFAIR"... Questions like:
"Why does he keep talking to them when he has me??"
"Does he love me or my money??"
"Hmm.. Should I dress differently to impress her??"
"Why does he prefer her over me??"
"Does she really love me??"
"What does she really think of me??"
All will be revealed tomorrow as guys and girls alike find out what and how does each gender think!!
Venue: SIBKL, 3rd Flr Sanctuary
Date: 25th Sept 2009
Time: 8pm - 10pm
Above all, find out if you are ready to be in a relationship and whether he / she is really the CHOSEN ONE for your life.
-signing off- Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
“One can find women who have never had one love affair, but it is rare indeed to find any who have had only one” ~ François de la Rochefoucauld
"We cannot love what we neither know nor understand"
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Peach Cobbler
Spent an hr or 2 making tht peach cobbler with brother as a welcome home gift for parents =P. Actually we made it twice. One for our parents and the other for the rest of the hsehold. So yea, took few pics and here we go!!
Ingredients:
* 1 stick (4 ounces) butter
* 1 cup granulated sugar
* 1 cup all(or general)-purpose flour
* 2 teaspoons baking powder
* 1/4 teaspoon salt
* 1 cup milk
* 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
* 3 to 4 ripe peaches, peeled, pitted, thinly sliced (or a can of sliced peaches)
* 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
Directions:
Heat oven to 375°.
Melt the butter and into a 2-quart baking dish (11x7 or 8-inch square).
In a mixing bowl, combine 1 cup of the sugar, the flour, baking powder, and salt; stir to blend. Stir in the milk and vanilla until blended.
Pour the batter over the melted butter.
Toss the peaches with the remaining 3 tablespoons of sugar and 1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon.
Arrange the peach slices over the batter.
Bake for 25 to 30 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the cake comes out clean. The top will be browned and the cake will begin to pull away from the sides of the pan.
-Optional-
Serve warm with a little heavy cream, whipped topping, or a scoop of vanilla ice cream.
Brown sugar is advised for a healthier dish.
Cut down on the butter and sugar if you don't eat sweet stuff.
Servings: 6
And voila~!!! There you have your peach cobbler. Easy to make. Enjoy!!
The result is this..
YUMMMMMM~~ My brother too bz eating to take pictures. LOL!!
If you're an expert, your peach cobbler would probably turn out like this =P:
Ingredients:* 1 stick (4 ounces) butter
* 1 cup granulated sugar
* 1 cup all(or general)-purpose flour
* 2 teaspoons baking powder
* 1/4 teaspoon salt
* 1 cup milk
* 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
* 3 to 4 ripe peaches, peeled, pitted, thinly sliced (or a can of sliced peaches)
* 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
Directions:
Heat oven to 375°.
Melt the butter and into a 2-quart baking dish (11x7 or 8-inch square).
In a mixing bowl, combine 1 cup of the sugar, the flour, baking powder, and salt; stir to blend. Stir in the milk and vanilla until blended.
Pour the batter over the melted butter.
Toss the peaches with the remaining 3 tablespoons of sugar and 1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon. 
Arrange the peach slices over the batter.
Bake for 25 to 30 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the cake comes out clean. The top will be browned and the cake will begin to pull away from the sides of the pan.
-Optional-
Serve warm with a little heavy cream, whipped topping, or a scoop of vanilla ice cream.
Brown sugar is advised for a healthier dish.
Cut down on the butter and sugar if you don't eat sweet stuff.
Servings: 6
And voila~!!! There you have your peach cobbler. Easy to make. Enjoy!!
The result is this..
YUMMMMMM~~ My brother too bz eating to take pictures. LOL!!If you're an expert, your peach cobbler would probably turn out like this =P:
Monday, September 21, 2009
Ps Andy & Alice Wedding + Live Recording
Back from the wedding!! Well, few hrs ago but got distracted by brother XD. So yea, now just updating a few things. I know I have been dragging the photos for the mission trip but i am a bit lazy to upload so many lar XD. Okok, pray one day I really get it done =P.
Anyway, today what happen was I went for the live recording for my church 2nd album. Woot!!! "Breathtaking".. Yesh!! God is truly breathtaking. I was practically short of breath throughout the service/recording today. We did 10 songs and guess wat!! Today was slightly diff from Saturday or any other day's adults service. The youth all packed the front stage and were given permission to just jump thr!!! WOOOOOOOOOTS~~!!!!! Though I was excited to be part of the live recording but somehow the greater part was actually being able to be the FIRST few in FRONT experiencing God.
The words to the songs were AMAZINGLY meaningful in my life. If not mistaken, one of the song called "Name" by Chris Chew, goes something like this:
(verse 1)
Name above all names,
My life is for You;
King above all kings,
My heart beats for You:
Lamb upon the throne,
You are so worthy.
I give You praise.
*Repeat verse 1*
(Bridge)
Higher,
Higher than any other,
Jesus You're all I need,
Jesus You're all I need.
*Repeat Bridge*
*Repeat Verse 1*
-End-
After that went makan lunch with Hanrick, DanLo and Marcia, along with A LOT MORE ppl frm church =P. We filled close to 4-5 tables at Nirwana. We all were like squeezing to save tables. Lol. Then the 4 of us went to Bangsar Village to look for a music shop, according to Hanrick it was THERE. Unfortunately we didnt find it. But we did explore the Toys R' Us, Bishou Cafe and some cd+dvd selling shop. Many ppl were probably wondering wat were we doing in Toys R' Us coz.. We were playing with most of the toys thr XD. Sry for our childishness but wat to do. Young mar.. Lol!!
After, we dropped Marcia home and went to church for Ps Andy and Alice wedding. Oh, and DanLo wore this vry cute cowboy shirt XD. Got him lots of COMMENTS. Got dancing to worship. Hand actions, kick here n thr pun ada. Lol!! Its all bout being young. Then vows were exchanged, kisses were exchanged *awww* and appreciations were exchanged. Few of us were actually quite tired d. But still, thrs a dinner. So? Went to the wedding's dinner. Everyone all dressed and half dressed up differently. Yea.. During dinner oso everyone wont sit still. MUST go around visiting tables. Thts coz we were mostly separated from our friends T.T . LOL. But oh well.. At least had fun.
When we left, drop by petrol station. Mike gila-gila pouring kerosene onto danlo's car when he was pumping petrol. Its actually water in a huge bottle. But he threw it like he throwing kerosene. My sisters and I were like hyper along with Felix too. Imagine.. Gila-gila at petrol station. Haha! He throw not just on windscreen k.. He threw at the window, on top the car, the tyres, etc.. Haha! Well, when DanLo finish pumping, all two cars drove off and yea.. drove home.
Random chats in the car. From DISC personalities to mentors to something and to something then to rollercoaster and something something lar. My sisters had an extremely fun time laughing and smiling non-stop. Aihz.. Well, gud thing is we all enjoyed ourselves even when we were tired.
Thank you Ps Andy & Alice for the wedding invitation. Thank You God for them and our church. Thank You Lord for Your awesome-ness and greatness. Also for Your grace and mercy. But besides all this.. the Most important thing... Without it all things would not be possible. And that is.. YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO US.
Thank You Lord, Thank You Jesus, we give You all glory and praise. AMEN!!
Anyway, today what happen was I went for the live recording for my church 2nd album. Woot!!! "Breathtaking".. Yesh!! God is truly breathtaking. I was practically short of breath throughout the service/recording today. We did 10 songs and guess wat!! Today was slightly diff from Saturday or any other day's adults service. The youth all packed the front stage and were given permission to just jump thr!!! WOOOOOOOOOTS~~!!!!! Though I was excited to be part of the live recording but somehow the greater part was actually being able to be the FIRST few in FRONT experiencing God.
The words to the songs were AMAZINGLY meaningful in my life. If not mistaken, one of the song called "Name" by Chris Chew, goes something like this:
(verse 1)
Name above all names,
My life is for You;
King above all kings,
My heart beats for You:
Lamb upon the throne,
You are so worthy.
I give You praise.
*Repeat verse 1*
(Bridge)
Higher,
Higher than any other,
Jesus You're all I need,
Jesus You're all I need.
*Repeat Bridge*
*Repeat Verse 1*
-End-
After that went makan lunch with Hanrick, DanLo and Marcia, along with A LOT MORE ppl frm church =P. We filled close to 4-5 tables at Nirwana. We all were like squeezing to save tables. Lol. Then the 4 of us went to Bangsar Village to look for a music shop, according to Hanrick it was THERE. Unfortunately we didnt find it. But we did explore the Toys R' Us, Bishou Cafe and some cd+dvd selling shop. Many ppl were probably wondering wat were we doing in Toys R' Us coz.. We were playing with most of the toys thr XD. Sry for our childishness but wat to do. Young mar.. Lol!!
After, we dropped Marcia home and went to church for Ps Andy and Alice wedding. Oh, and DanLo wore this vry cute cowboy shirt XD. Got him lots of COMMENTS. Got dancing to worship. Hand actions, kick here n thr pun ada. Lol!! Its all bout being young. Then vows were exchanged, kisses were exchanged *awww* and appreciations were exchanged. Few of us were actually quite tired d. But still, thrs a dinner. So? Went to the wedding's dinner. Everyone all dressed and half dressed up differently. Yea.. During dinner oso everyone wont sit still. MUST go around visiting tables. Thts coz we were mostly separated from our friends T.T . LOL. But oh well.. At least had fun.
When we left, drop by petrol station. Mike gila-gila pouring kerosene onto danlo's car when he was pumping petrol. Its actually water in a huge bottle. But he threw it like he throwing kerosene. My sisters and I were like hyper along with Felix too. Imagine.. Gila-gila at petrol station. Haha! He throw not just on windscreen k.. He threw at the window, on top the car, the tyres, etc.. Haha! Well, when DanLo finish pumping, all two cars drove off and yea.. drove home.
Random chats in the car. From DISC personalities to mentors to something and to something then to rollercoaster and something something lar. My sisters had an extremely fun time laughing and smiling non-stop. Aihz.. Well, gud thing is we all enjoyed ourselves even when we were tired.
Thank you Ps Andy & Alice for the wedding invitation. Thank You God for them and our church. Thank You Lord for Your awesome-ness and greatness. Also for Your grace and mercy. But besides all this.. the Most important thing... Without it all things would not be possible. And that is.. YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO US.
Thank You Lord, Thank You Jesus, we give You all glory and praise. AMEN!!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Why are they jumping?? Thts coz........................................
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
My favourite G.ma
She is just so awesome. Truly bless to have a grandmother like her in my family. Seriously!! How many grandmothers would u see so actively going shopping, sing K, play Mahjong, drive out with friends and watch drama series. Not to mention keep up to date with almost the latest fashion trend????? Even I don't do tht!!!
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Before she was a Christian, she was like the bomb. I know it sounds weird but.. geez!! She was full of life. Now accepting Christ into her life.. She is like.. A NUCLEAR BOMB XD (I'm bad at describing). True she was hyper active when she was not a Christian. However she had no testimonies to share. Now.. SHE IS ALWYZ WITH A TESTIMONY!!! She has practically finished the New Testament 3 and a half times!! Why got half?? Coz she almost finishing her fourth!! FOURTH!! 4TH!! XX4!! GRAH!!! *if thrs such word*
To add on, she is also memorizing scriptures (or verses)!! Eg. The Lord's Prayer and so on, and no one told her how special and meaningful these verses are. She just told me "Oh! Coz its nice and means a lot to me so I memorize it." Kya~~~ Driving me crazy!! Its a happy awesome crazy for ur info.
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My gma keeps a small book whr she writes all her stories (journals) and verses tht means a lot to her. I realized tht I recently started doing tht too. Lol, didnt noe I had something in common like tht with her. Somehow when i saw her front cover of her bible. It really touched me. Coz thr she wrote:
(Her name)
12/5/09 accepted Christ
5/7/09 communion
24/7/09 invitation of Christ as Lord over her life
The dates might be a bit off coz i couldnt fully remember. But still, it was like she wanted ppl to noe tht when she leaves, the Lord had journeyed with her, reborn her and renewed her. On the day of cleaning, she cleaned the entire room and floor along with my parent's cell to show the welcoming of Jesus into her life. I mean.. Wow!!! Public declaration!! U go G.ma!!
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She took only 1 month and 4 days (approximately) according to her calculations, to finish the New Testament. Btw, she is right nw half way through Old Testament too. She said she is gonna read Old Testament throughly before finishing the New Testament for the 4th time. Yea, u said its crazy but come on.. How many of us are willing to sacrifice our time just to read the Word. NOT MANY!! Thts the point!!
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I just pray that I could seek after God like my g.ma, true she may not be perfect in some ways but to me, she still the most awesome-mest (if got such word) g.ma u could find.
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I mean, who would bless me with the youth-like childish-ness if it weren't for her? True my mom but another side I hav to say comes definitely frm my g.ma.. Love you lots Gma!! Proud to have a gma like you!! Must wait till u see your grandchildren wor! Lol!! Child-REN means more than 1 wor =P.. Pray I can tahan the pain too XD!!
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Before she was a Christian, she was like the bomb. I know it sounds weird but.. geez!! She was full of life. Now accepting Christ into her life.. She is like.. A NUCLEAR BOMB XD (I'm bad at describing). True she was hyper active when she was not a Christian. However she had no testimonies to share. Now.. SHE IS ALWYZ WITH A TESTIMONY!!! She has practically finished the New Testament 3 and a half times!! Why got half?? Coz she almost finishing her fourth!! FOURTH!! 4TH!! XX4!! GRAH!!! *if thrs such word*
To add on, she is also memorizing scriptures (or verses)!! Eg. The Lord's Prayer and so on, and no one told her how special and meaningful these verses are. She just told me "Oh! Coz its nice and means a lot to me so I memorize it." Kya~~~ Driving me crazy!! Its a happy awesome crazy for ur info.
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My gma keeps a small book whr she writes all her stories (journals) and verses tht means a lot to her. I realized tht I recently started doing tht too. Lol, didnt noe I had something in common like tht with her. Somehow when i saw her front cover of her bible. It really touched me. Coz thr she wrote:
(Her name)
12/5/09 accepted Christ
5/7/09 communion
24/7/09 invitation of Christ as Lord over her life
The dates might be a bit off coz i couldnt fully remember. But still, it was like she wanted ppl to noe tht when she leaves, the Lord had journeyed with her, reborn her and renewed her. On the day of cleaning, she cleaned the entire room and floor along with my parent's cell to show the welcoming of Jesus into her life. I mean.. Wow!!! Public declaration!! U go G.ma!!
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She took only 1 month and 4 days (approximately) according to her calculations, to finish the New Testament. Btw, she is right nw half way through Old Testament too. She said she is gonna read Old Testament throughly before finishing the New Testament for the 4th time. Yea, u said its crazy but come on.. How many of us are willing to sacrifice our time just to read the Word. NOT MANY!! Thts the point!!
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I just pray that I could seek after God like my g.ma, true she may not be perfect in some ways but to me, she still the most awesome-mest (if got such word) g.ma u could find.
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I mean, who would bless me with the youth-like childish-ness if it weren't for her? True my mom but another side I hav to say comes definitely frm my g.ma.. Love you lots Gma!! Proud to have a gma like you!! Must wait till u see your grandchildren wor! Lol!! Child-REN means more than 1 wor =P.. Pray I can tahan the pain too XD!!
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Monday, September 14, 2009
TRIALS!!!
My goodness its already trials!!!! GG @.@!!!!! It feels like so fast!! Ter-lalu fast!!
Uwaaaaa!!!! I cant believe its tomoro!! Scratch tht.. I cant believe my "wonderful" friend will be seeing me in 12HRS AND 3MIN!!!! *rushing up and down* I NID TO SLP!!!
SO ALL THE BEST TO MY FRIENDS AND MYSELF!!! PRAY WE AT LEAST DO WELL.. STUDY HARD BUT STUDY SMART!! Yesh I must tell myself that too. BB!!! NITEZ!!!
P.S
Don't be like this!! Get lots of rest too!!
Uwaaaaa!!!! I cant believe its tomoro!! Scratch tht.. I cant believe my "wonderful" friend will be seeing me in 12HRS AND 3MIN!!!! *rushing up and down* I NID TO SLP!!!
SO ALL THE BEST TO MY FRIENDS AND MYSELF!!! PRAY WE AT LEAST DO WELL.. STUDY HARD BUT STUDY SMART!! Yesh I must tell myself that too. BB!!! NITEZ!!!
P.SDon't be like this!! Get lots of rest too!!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls
Recently I have just been so hooked on this song. If you listen to the song, it can be well... *---* .. U can fill it in urself. But somehow it keeps playing in my head. After some searching, I found the temporary translation for the song. Yes, its a korean song but yea..
Abracadabra - Brown Eyed Girls
Oh boy I'm going crazy
I used to be a sweet lady
Because of you, I became hard
And I'm too strong to just give up and
I had a doll like you
I bewitched it when I was through
So you know what? You better let her go go
Every night I'll be with you
Do you love her? Do you love her?
Every night in my hot dreams
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Bring bring, baby, give your all to me yeah
I'll do anything you need
I can do much more than she
Bling bling, baby, you're my fantasy yeah
I'd risk it all for you
Oh baby you're all that I need
Oh boy I just can't take it
I'm missing out, don't think I'll make it
Why the hell are you complaining?
You're the one my heart is claiming
I tore up a picture of you and put a spell on you
And I begged you to tell her just to go go
Every night I'll be with you
Do you love her? Do you love her?
Every night in my hot dreams
Do you love me? Do you love me?
Bring bring, baby, give your all to me yeah
I'll do anything you need
I can do much more than she
Bling bling, baby, you're my fantasy yeah
I'd risk it all for you
Oh baby you're all that I need
I'm the boo in the islandTo recover I've made up a plan
Everyday I want to leave you
This is my last step towards you
Yeah yeah, you hold her hand nicely
You kiss her lips sweetly
And I hate the thought of you together
So I'll cast a spell that you won't be with her
Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalala lalalala
Abracadara, the damage is done
Uh uh uh uh
Ha ha ha ha
I put a spell on you, ta-da!
I'm like a supervisor
A dominating kaiser
Bring bring, baby, give your all to me yeah
I'll do anything you need
I can do much more than she
Bling bling, baby, you're my fantasy yeah
I'd risk it all for you
Oh baby you're all that I need
Oh boy I'm going crazy
I used to be a sweet lady
Because of you, I became hard
And I'm too strong to just give up and
I thought that I'd be cool
I'd even pretend I never met you
But right now I think I'd better go go
Latest updates... I just forgotten to give teacher my completed psych assignments. Damn smart eh me.. Aihz!!! ROAR!!! Been so forgetful lately @.@
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Love letter to my 3 wonderful sisters
Even though they are just going for a yr or few for studies, its gonna feel like a long time for me. I mean like ppl say "its just a yr or 2", but if u were the one, u wont exactly feel its JUST a yr or two but u would feel the 12 months, 365 days, 1460 weeks, 8760 hrs, 525600 minutes or 31536000 seconds. Look at that!! Thts a lot of figures.. I wont even bother mentioning mili-sec...
Sigh, so thats how I think. Feeling-wise, I really dunno lar. Though I keep telling myself, "its ok, its only for studies. They are obviously coming back..etc", however everytime i c them ar.. sfhodfhsdfnsuifns..!!!! Its like unlimited water fountain!! GRRRR...!!! I dun wan them thinking tht I am sad to see them go n all. Sigh, I guess I just really really miss them. Even thinkin nw, them standing at the airport, waving at everyone, walkin away..still waving.. promises and encouragements n jokes shouted to n fro.. just really makes me wanna...
Everytime I hear others say they wanna bid farewell to their friends, or how hard it is to have distant relationship, etc.. I would be like "so? stil can keep in contact". Goodness, I really feel it now. The want to just not let them go. Aihzz... Its not like I spent 24/7 with them or approximately thr. But somehow, it still hits me a lot.. I really miss them. N THEY R EVEN GONE YET!!! Haiyoyo!!! Gila lar me..
Shealin, my awesome jie jie ^.^ .. Alwyz having the sporting spirit, cheerful smile, motherly love and determined heart. I know I havent spent a lot of time with you. Maybe more at the beginning of the first few years. Lol, where we talked on the phone, after cell, during cell, etc. I realized me n the other girls talked a lot bout ourselves and we didnt hear much bout u. Wish I could turn back time now and just learn more bout ur actual life, instead of just what u do in church or the similar experiences we go through.
But honestly, truly, thank you so much for guiding me n encouragin me. Everytime I face a prob and cal u, u will alwyz say ur free to talk. Even if it was just 10min. U would somehow spend more than tht to talk to me. Just to make me feel better and to continue on.
When u said u admired me for handling the things in my family, actually I dun think I could have done it just by myself. If it weren't for u to constantly remind me that God is in control, I prob have a hard time depending on God's strength myself. Seeing your determined passion for God really moves me. Knowing u been through what I have experienced makes me see there is no excuse for me to go emo or watsoeva, but to alwyz give a smile and push myself forward. I feel really bless that I have you and Jang as my guide throughout the past years.
As for boys.. Well, haha.. That one ar.. Still trying to go through lar XD. I can't deny that I do easily like certain guys and get over them just as quick. But what you said makes sense too. When I do like a guy, I must control my emotions and not do crazy stuff =P. Its not worth destroying or humiliating myself over a "guy" when thr is one GENTLEMAN that God had specially prepared for me =P.
I really am gonna miss u, Shealin T.T!! Wish I was still in Since 1991 having fun with everyone. Dun wanna grow just for tht XD. But looks like its been quite awhile d.. I cant express my thanks as I dun really know how, not to mention that I am bad with words.. But still, hope you remember to come back after ur studies XD. Love you so much ❤ !! I believe God has a brighter plan for you than it is now. Hope this verse encourages u, though its quite common now but its to remind you that God's love will always be with you.
1 Corinthians 13
"But the greatest of these is love. - 1 Corinthians 13:13"
Sharmane!! Our sweetest 17 yr old cell leader. Thank you for your soft words, understanding heart and caring thoughts. I only started mixing and talking to you this year but I realized I fit in with u more than Tabby's as what I had thought. At first I thought it wont make much of a diff in the beginning. But then now I see that thr was a huge diff. I wont be able to mix with Nichole, Emily and the others like Marcia could. Somehow something in me and them didn't click. But with u and the cell its diff. I felt as if you were trying to include me in. To make me feel part of it. I really thank you coz it made me feel belong. Though sometimes I felt like I shouldnt b thr, you told me its ok and tht I should take my time. I guess it was time that I needed. And it was you who gave that chance. This short amount of time just being with u and the girls really was an eye opener. The feeling was different in the cell for I somehow alwyz felt warmth in the cell. I realize that the girls obtained something frm you and that was ur soft heart. Each of them are friendly and welcoming in their own special ways. I guess its just the way you guide them as Shealin has guided me. I don't have much to say as the others do but I just pray that I would grow the girls fruitfully as you had done. Take care as you go to UK and remember God and the rest of us will alwyz welcome u back XD.
Here is a verse for you.
Romans 5 : 1-5
"..rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance - Romans 5 : 3"
Pei Ling~~ I wasnt in ur little cell though we played a lot in the big big cell de time. haha!! But still, without u it would still not be the same. I pray that ur smile would never disappear coz it alwyz make ppl feel welcome. Ur like a bubble of joy to me, everyone c u oso u will just joke with them. Then they will be smiling or shy shy smiling XD. Still, ur friendliness is amazing to me XD. A verse you probably know quite well but this is for you =).
Philippians 4 : 4 - 9
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God - Phil 4 : 6"
Will miss and love you all lots lots!! Come back soon yea!! Will surprise you with the POSITIVE changes in CoUZ n NSt (I pray too XD). I just know that even while ur at UK or anywhr, God will surely bless you in everything you do. LOVES Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❤❤❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ!!!!
Sigh, so thats how I think. Feeling-wise, I really dunno lar. Though I keep telling myself, "its ok, its only for studies. They are obviously coming back..etc", however everytime i c them ar.. sfhodfhsdfnsuifns..!!!! Its like unlimited water fountain!! GRRRR...!!! I dun wan them thinking tht I am sad to see them go n all. Sigh, I guess I just really really miss them. Even thinkin nw, them standing at the airport, waving at everyone, walkin away..still waving.. promises and encouragements n jokes shouted to n fro.. just really makes me wanna...
Everytime I hear others say they wanna bid farewell to their friends, or how hard it is to have distant relationship, etc.. I would be like "so? stil can keep in contact". Goodness, I really feel it now. The want to just not let them go. Aihzz... Its not like I spent 24/7 with them or approximately thr. But somehow, it still hits me a lot.. I really miss them. N THEY R EVEN GONE YET!!! Haiyoyo!!! Gila lar me..
Shealin, my awesome jie jie ^.^ .. Alwyz having the sporting spirit, cheerful smile, motherly love and determined heart. I know I havent spent a lot of time with you. Maybe more at the beginning of the first few years. Lol, where we talked on the phone, after cell, during cell, etc. I realized me n the other girls talked a lot bout ourselves and we didnt hear much bout u. Wish I could turn back time now and just learn more bout ur actual life, instead of just what u do in church or the similar experiences we go through.
But honestly, truly, thank you so much for guiding me n encouragin me. Everytime I face a prob and cal u, u will alwyz say ur free to talk. Even if it was just 10min. U would somehow spend more than tht to talk to me. Just to make me feel better and to continue on.
When u said u admired me for handling the things in my family, actually I dun think I could have done it just by myself. If it weren't for u to constantly remind me that God is in control, I prob have a hard time depending on God's strength myself. Seeing your determined passion for God really moves me. Knowing u been through what I have experienced makes me see there is no excuse for me to go emo or watsoeva, but to alwyz give a smile and push myself forward. I feel really bless that I have you and Jang as my guide throughout the past years.
As for boys.. Well, haha.. That one ar.. Still trying to go through lar XD. I can't deny that I do easily like certain guys and get over them just as quick. But what you said makes sense too. When I do like a guy, I must control my emotions and not do crazy stuff =P. Its not worth destroying or humiliating myself over a "guy" when thr is one GENTLEMAN that God had specially prepared for me =P.
I really am gonna miss u, Shealin T.T!! Wish I was still in Since 1991 having fun with everyone. Dun wanna grow just for tht XD. But looks like its been quite awhile d.. I cant express my thanks as I dun really know how, not to mention that I am bad with words.. But still, hope you remember to come back after ur studies XD. Love you so much ❤ !! I believe God has a brighter plan for you than it is now. Hope this verse encourages u, though its quite common now but its to remind you that God's love will always be with you.
1 Corinthians 13
"But the greatest of these is love. - 1 Corinthians 13:13"
Sharmane!! Our sweetest 17 yr old cell leader. Thank you for your soft words, understanding heart and caring thoughts. I only started mixing and talking to you this year but I realized I fit in with u more than Tabby's as what I had thought. At first I thought it wont make much of a diff in the beginning. But then now I see that thr was a huge diff. I wont be able to mix with Nichole, Emily and the others like Marcia could. Somehow something in me and them didn't click. But with u and the cell its diff. I felt as if you were trying to include me in. To make me feel part of it. I really thank you coz it made me feel belong. Though sometimes I felt like I shouldnt b thr, you told me its ok and tht I should take my time. I guess it was time that I needed. And it was you who gave that chance. This short amount of time just being with u and the girls really was an eye opener. The feeling was different in the cell for I somehow alwyz felt warmth in the cell. I realize that the girls obtained something frm you and that was ur soft heart. Each of them are friendly and welcoming in their own special ways. I guess its just the way you guide them as Shealin has guided me. I don't have much to say as the others do but I just pray that I would grow the girls fruitfully as you had done. Take care as you go to UK and remember God and the rest of us will alwyz welcome u back XD.
Here is a verse for you.
Romans 5 : 1-5
"..rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance - Romans 5 : 3"
Pei Ling~~ I wasnt in ur little cell though we played a lot in the big big cell de time. haha!! But still, without u it would still not be the same. I pray that ur smile would never disappear coz it alwyz make ppl feel welcome. Ur like a bubble of joy to me, everyone c u oso u will just joke with them. Then they will be smiling or shy shy smiling XD. Still, ur friendliness is amazing to me XD. A verse you probably know quite well but this is for you =).
Philippians 4 : 4 - 9
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God - Phil 4 : 6"
Will miss and love you all lots lots!! Come back soon yea!! Will surprise you with the POSITIVE changes in CoUZ n NSt (I pray too XD). I just know that even while ur at UK or anywhr, God will surely bless you in everything you do. LOVES Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❤❤❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ!!!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Body aches.. Clarice was rite -.-" . Yesterday was awesome!!! Went on a Mission trip to Tg Malim. Learned the culture of the place. Cut bamboo. I think its bamboo XD. Carry it. Then played with the kids. Shared testimony.. IN BM!!! Haha!! It was nerve-tingling. Last but not least, PLAYED IN THE RIVER!!!!! It was so fun!! Haha! I will further upload the details next time.
Wat bout my daily life.. Hm.. I dunno lar, but though I am confuse bout my feelings. I guess its gud oso that I just focus on my studies and enjoy life.
Mom been saying I should start focusing on my studies. I do.. Sigh, but I guess this time I just ask her whenever I get an invitation to go somewhr. Unlike last time, I wont ask and just decline the invitation. I wonder does she really decline coz she thinks I am not studying? Or is it because she is wondering why I have so many invitations to go out, that she THINKS I am not studying?... Hm.. I'm wondering..
What else do I wonder.. My sister... Hm.. To me she acts jealous, but when I ask her she tels me "what is thr to be jealous". Then y must she alwyz treat me "spitefully", enter in EVERY single convo when I talk to mom, reply me sarcastically, deny everything I ask or tel her,... Zzzz... I really dun get it. Sheesh! Then she alwyz go telling me, how I am lucky n etc.. Bet when she read this she will start telling me, "when I say this n that wor" =P.
Lalala~ I also realize that I have been sad quite often. Is it a phase? Haha! I used to smile and be cheerful a lot, even during bad times. I wonder why cant I do that now too. Lol! To smile even during bad times. That would be awesome ^.^ ~
God's strength is alwyz the best. When u have experienced it, you can NEVER deny His existence and power. You will definitely know that He is real.
Wat bout my daily life.. Hm.. I dunno lar, but though I am confuse bout my feelings. I guess its gud oso that I just focus on my studies and enjoy life.
Mom been saying I should start focusing on my studies. I do.. Sigh, but I guess this time I just ask her whenever I get an invitation to go somewhr. Unlike last time, I wont ask and just decline the invitation. I wonder does she really decline coz she thinks I am not studying? Or is it because she is wondering why I have so many invitations to go out, that she THINKS I am not studying?... Hm.. I'm wondering..
What else do I wonder.. My sister... Hm.. To me she acts jealous, but when I ask her she tels me "what is thr to be jealous". Then y must she alwyz treat me "spitefully", enter in EVERY single convo when I talk to mom, reply me sarcastically, deny everything I ask or tel her,... Zzzz... I really dun get it. Sheesh! Then she alwyz go telling me, how I am lucky n etc.. Bet when she read this she will start telling me, "when I say this n that wor" =P.
Lalala~ I also realize that I have been sad quite often. Is it a phase? Haha! I used to smile and be cheerful a lot, even during bad times. I wonder why cant I do that now too. Lol! To smile even during bad times. That would be awesome ^.^ ~
God's strength is alwyz the best. When u have experienced it, you can NEVER deny His existence and power. You will definitely know that He is real.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
What else can I say ler? I enjoyed a lot honestly the times where we joked together. Maybe because you watched out for me and helped me. I never knew how to return the favour. I really do appreciate every single thing u done.
From the times you cheered me up when I was lonely, I nvr wanted to admit but I am really grateful. You (scarily..lol) understood how I was feeling when no one noticed, yet I will alwyz deny and say you are wrong. When others requested me to do things when I was not feeling rite, you helped cover for me.
I know I took you for granted, but at the same time I don't know and still dont know how to repay you. You alwyz seem well off, with friends and all, so all I could do was talk to you on msn. I cherished our friendship a lot.. But I guess something made a wrong turn. I guess its me. Coz I know how much effort you have put into our friendship.
I tried to talk to u, but u seem so distant nw. However, I am really happy for u that what you said before "they come to me coz they only need help for work" is now not true. I thought and thought, but I realized and see that ur happy. I rather you be happy with a bunch of friends, than feel like ur lonely. Glad to have been through so much fun with u. Appreciate it, though I wont show it. Pray that you will enjoy the rest of the year with much fun and joy. Friendship deeply treasured =D. Thank you!
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