Rants

Everyday I laugh and chat with you, it seems almost we're like so close. However each new day I see your face, I get the feeling of how far behind I am from you. We walk side by side but in my mind u walk ahead. I don't get your thoughts, I don't understand how you think. Sometimes I think your words holds an empty vacuum. Words without meaning. You may not seem competitive, but you yearn to be higher than all of us do you not? Sometimes thinking of a certain thing makes me think of you. Lesser than friends? Rivals? Words words words... Everything seems so complicated. Or maybe its just me =)..

Luvs~~