More about me!!! ^.^ Its been awhile since I talked bout myself. Wah!! Sound vry SS XD. To those that does not know wat is SS, it means Syok Sendiri. Haha!!

Been wondering what to talk bout myself but a word came to me. WHICH I sort of do cherish lar k? Wat is tht word????

MEMORIES!!!!!!!!

Sweet, cheerful, funny, joyful, hilarious, crazy, fun-filled, awesome, thrilling, scary,(etc) memorable memories.

Now why memories... Hm...

1. Thnx to memories, I know that God is alwyz working in my life

Every now and then I will reflect upon the changes of myself. What was different b4 and now? What have I become? What has the Lord done in my life?
Well, most utterly important, God has played a big part of my life. Especially when i was a small child. God was my FATHER. Though I was not a Christian yet at tht time, but I knew something. The times God hav given me strength and showed me many things. Wow!! God is really amazing to hav indirectly grew me to be who I am nw.

Memories whr I prayed to God for the haunted maze. I was only given a day left to finish it. Not enough man power at tht time. I was at the bottom of the ocean thinkin wat should I do.

Flashback: We hav built our maze half way, it was ordered to be tore down coz teacher gav us wrong info. Two days to carnival. Should we continue?? My members were of handful.

I prayed, and being the i-dun-like-to-quit kind of girl, (depends lar) I chose to not give up. I submit the entire project into God's hands and wa-la!! God provided me with more man power the next day, the members tht were helpin me said they would follow wat i wanted (which really touched me), the PRINCIPAL gav me the whole day off to finish the maze, and if i ever nid help, I was given permission to ask him. WOW!!! God is awesome!!! Thank you mom and dad who was keepin us in prayer. We manage to finish up past midnight. And we came early to do final touch. We earned one the the MOST amount of money ever!!! IN 3 HRS??!!!! God is good!!!

After tht, the following yr I did not do anythin, but guess wat, a teacher came up to me and ask "y aren't u doing anything yet?? Are u planing somethin again this yr??" When i said no, she replied me, "oh, what a shame. I was lookin forward to ur events this yr. U have been an inspiring girl to many of teachers". I was downright surprise. Nvr did i tot i will hear or expect soemthin like this. God is seriously amazing.

2. Thnx to memories, I know the joy i hav within my family

I tend to recall times I had with my sis, dad and mom. Not to mention our other relatives. I still remember when me n my sis did all kind of silly (prob bit girly) stuff together. I also remeber when we would go insect hunting. Just to kill insects. We were thinking like "rather kill them first b4 they come near us". Haha!! Silly times.

3. Thnx to memories, I know I had fun with friends

Friends.. Its really awesome havin them. They are your encouragement and sad-lifter. Haha!! If thr were such a word. I alwyz recall and used old nicknames my friends had when we were younger and so on. Its bcoz.. They were gud times! Fun to remember and worth cherishing. Everytime my friends tell me dun use tht name, so old d. I will b thinkin like, "but its wat the memories in it tht means a lot to me". I remember Penguin (Pei Wen) would alwyz shout and laugh, she would pout and poke, vry protective of her friends. Ppl insult her friend she will b like "Eh! Wat u tryin to do to my mui mui nw ar??". Haha!!

Mae Houng, somehow I alwyz remember as the red flower. I dunno y. Quite delicate, polite, worries for her friend though she dun really show it often. She alwyz put other ppl first then herself. Though she is direct but her heart is kind.

Ann Ee, the lil' aunty. Haha!! She tends to giv me tht annoyed look everytime i dun go her way or ppl say somethin lame. I realised, her fav word "Donkey lar u", and she will swish her hand in one way. Haha!!! True she can b a great leader, but very great person has their weak points too. She dislike lettin ppl know her greatest worry. She talks bout herself, true. But she still keeps few things towards some ppl. She of all ppl, also gets frust over guys. Trust me, I was shock when a guy liked her and she would b like "oh man..", shaking her head and putting her phone aside and shoo-in it. As if it can disappear ann ee =P. She is gud at encouragin. But man, tellin her ur worries. She is a veli bz WU-MAN!! Haha!!! But she is lovable all the same.

Hm.. Thr is also the crazy wyman. The fella ar.. Aiyoh!! Sometimes u wanna slap him coz he wanna do this n tht. Then wan u follow him. Tht time go to the mall with sister ar, he just LOVES!!! giving tht pouty look. Argh!!! His love to worship God is amazing. I love sittin in his car listening to worship songs. The rest of my friends all hits.fm.. Lol. However, thr is a sweet side of him. When ur really sick, he doesnt mind carin for u. U wan drive here n thr. If he can, He will drive all the way down to PJ frm cheras, go klang, then go pj, then go subang then go home. Like tht oso can. Lol. Ask him y he do tht, he say "fun lar!", "dunno", etc.. Vry short ans.

Thr is also Julian and Will. These two ar.. First know them like super quiet. But nw ar.. WAH!!! All talk talk talk. Haha!! LAme jokes all come out. More daring lar in some way. But their quiet-ness is thr at times. Haha! They laugh at nearly everythin. They dun mind helpin u out if u NID ANY HELP. They willing to do many things even if it burdens them. Lovely friends arent they =).

Who else who else. Lol!! Of course thr is others...So many of u guys. Lol! Mayb one day i'll type bout each one. Sry if i didn't include ur name. Everyone around me mean somethin to me.

Tht is y!! I love memories. I cherish them for they are not engraved. They exist in our mind. Leaving with us when we leave the world.

I wonder when or how it started. It sure didnt hit me till I saw the way u stare at her and the way u both look.. *struggling* gud.. together. Its stupid and sinful of me to envy her.

Double SS, normally it would be syok sendiri, but i think my case is stupid & sinful. Somehow most of the sins are plain stupid lar. Its just whether we wanna control onot. But knowing as we r humans, most of us we dun wan.

Is it me? Coz I c ur eyes wandering to her nw and then. Or u go quiet when her name is said.

I nvr been nervous being with her b4. We were so close friends.. Well, sorta i guess XD. Now.. I dun even feel rite. Like I am being compared. I get nervous. I get irritated. I feel a bit frustrated and sad..

It is not our destiny to be together I know.. Somehow I just know lar!! Thrs so many things b4 me, for example like an ice berg, medium size b4 ur eyes. HOwever below thr is something bigger that will block. No way we could be together (mayb i am in denial or just to assure myself, i not sure). I dun even understand how in the world I like u in the first place.

Its weird lar. Not to mention funny and ridiculous. For me, I didnt think once I would have feelings for u.. U of all ppl -.-" ... Still wondering nw k.. But i keep thinkin bout ur voice when sing.

Its these annoying FEELINGS!!! Admiration of how u treat the ppl around u, like-liking how ur voice sounds, joyful to c ur smile, inspired maybe by the way u take things.. Every nw and then just wanna hear ur voice n see ur smile.. Sometimes I c ur tired but u dun care.

I see u most of the time.. I'm happy being around ur company. But so far, I do not know how to tel others or my closest friends who u r..YET?? I can tel ur liked by many and will have an awesome girl as ur partner in the future.

I just wonder whether thr r still more guys like u in the outer world. Mayb better =P. Sigh.. Everytime oso like this, especially when I start liking a guy. Keep thinkin of him, bla bla bla..

Lord ar!! Vry hard ler tryin to be single till I start working!! Wonder how long more I can go >.< ... The more I wanna stay single, the more I seem to like this guy or tht guy. But all oso like.. seeing a mountain b4 me, an iceberg in my way, a rocky path with nvr ending boulders tht I have to climb past, etc..

No matter how much i like this guy or tht guy.. So far I keep havin tht feelin he is nt the one. I feel a bit bad actually.. I admit lar. Its like feelings of being a playgirl. Like this fella then tht.. Aihzz... Lord.. what r u REALLY using me for i seriously wonder..

A verse tht has been playing in my head recently

"For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. Philippians 1:21"

Testimonies

Uwaaaa!!! Back frm church! Was awesome! Somehow being inspired by testimonies after testimonies not to mention sharing ur own testimony and others testimonies. Its like.. Wow!!!

I think, after today, though I dun really spend much time with my grandmom, she actually is truly an inspiration for all. She is not only hip, modern, active, etc. But recently she is like a walkin testimony. Everyday she is bound to have one. Really, some things which we might not have ever thought of, she gave them a try or test.

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1. When she was about to accept Christ, she questioned God why couldnt she ever hear Him like we do. So she told Him to speak to her if He is real.

Result: The speaker spoke a sermon, which was a message just for her. God talked LOUD!!!

2. She tested God by saying "God is You're real, show me whr I put my outfit!", cause she been lookin for it everywhr.

Result: She opened the first cabinet and thr it was in front of her. She immediately said sry to God for putting Him to test.

3. She was driving and the traffic light was broken. She prayed for safe journey.

Result: She got through safely, no cars were zooming across or everywhr when she was crossing the cross-junction.

4. Aunt family has not been going well. Before she became a Christian, she tried God. Praying that He will bless the family.

Result: In few weeks or two weeks, my aunt surprised my g'ma saying her family was well. Everyone was happy. After continuous prayer after tht, Aunt alwyz had a happy family.

Its just amazing lar. It may not be so big and bombastic, but some are truly meaningful. My g'ma is only 70++, I can find no better g'ma so far.

LOVE YA ALWYZ GRANDMA!!!!! =)

ROAR!!!!! Me dislikey LEGALS >..< !! Lol!! Its confusing..! Haha!! K lar, wanna slp d. Tired and hyper..

Check out these songs. Really nice songs.

1. None but Jesus (fine if ur not a Christian. The lyrics are meaningful. Go experience =P)
2. Nothing is impossible by planetshakers

Someone told me once, stop telling others and speaking so much bout Christ. I was nearly intimidated. However, now I realize, if I were ashamed of God, Jesus would not back me up on the day of judgement.

WAH!!! I rather tht fella insult me than God turning away frm me lor! I mean, I KNOW my God is real. I experienced it. Why should I not believe? Is thr other gods that loves like He does? I think not. God is my Father. Love Him and will alwyz do.

Great!! Maths test is over. Goodness!!! I just feel so frust over it. NVR in my life hav I done as badly as this. It really tears me up. Sigh.. I really don't know is it me or the teacher. Somehow this yr is like a huge de ja vu. Nt just me but my sis too. THANK GOD FOR SISTER!! Wouldnt know how i'd be if not for her.


ESL so far so gud. Just pray the main points are correct XD. Was so bummed out that i was half dead doing the test. But yea.. Like the Lord said, persevere and the Lord will give u strength. I am not sure frm whr tht is but somehow it just came.

Today is not only the saddest day but it also happens to be DAY 1 OF 40 DAYS FAST AND PRAYER!!! WHOOO!!!!! Guess thts the thing so far tht cheers me up. Gonna pray for camp!! COUZ CAMP!!! Whose interested =P???!!!!


Oh yea!!! I went gift hunting with sis. Wyman followed us as he was driving us thr. Hehe! Kind of him to do tht. Thnx kor!! Tif "enjoyed" ur company too XP. Both of them were like..

Wyman: *holding tif's hand* jie jie!!!
Tif: *almost shaking me to death* JIE JIE!!!
Rei: *poking wyman* KOR KOR AR!!!

Lol!! Like small kids XD. Tha lady was staring at us like we were weirdos i think. Haha!

DI 1 is over!!! Its (if i'm not mistaken) Mathematics Direct Investigation. Its whr we gather in groups and solve questions together. Its an open book test but its still not easy k. Anyway, My group was me, Pauline, Sean and Ujin. Suprisingly, they were able to help out in a few Qs. So I guess it wasnt so bad. But i do feel a bit bad complaining bout them b4 the test. Well, me n pauline complained. Coz the one of the group was quite equal but the other was all the smart ones together. Sigh.. Dunno y lar.. But somehow I feel i am not doing vry well for this course. Like.. I dunno.. Just.. *indescribable*. I just pray I really am aiming at the course right for me n tht i am interested in. What would God want me to do i wonder.

Many of u prob know that Maths is like my FAV subject ever, if not its sorta my pride lar. Somehow, thnx to the maths teacher i having..just being honest, I dun feel like my interest is thr anymore.. So sad.. I tot i was the only one, only to find out that others felt like it to. Sad huh.. Well.. Pray everythin turns out better for these last few months =).

Lord give me wisdom and peace. That I will do things with a sound mind n no frustration.

Presentation over!!! For nw at least.. Next is exam T.T!!! For next 2 weeks @.@ .. Cant wait till COUZ camp >.< !!!

Goodness... The blog is practically dead @.@ !! Wat can I say.. Been super bz with all those hectic projects. Exam coming soon!!! Camp coming soon!!! Presentation is practically... FEW HOURS AWAY!!! ROAR~!!!! College can be fun n interesting..but its super stressing!!! Uwaaaaaaaaa~~~~ Lack of slp.. With only 2hrs of slp.. Nt used to this @.@ ... Me wanna SLP!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN SLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!