Ok.. Time to change the first post that can be seen when you enter this page. No one likes seeing unhappy things. So me gonna change tht. Lets c lets c.. What to post..

Just had my psychology exam yesterday. Suppose to be preparing for my morals now but kinda lazy.. Haha! I read a bit >.< ... Religions, ethics, etc... LOL!!

La di da~ Hm... I really dunno wat to type ler @.@ .. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I'll just leave it here for today ^~^

Need go class soon XD.

+To be continued...+

P.s
This reminds me of the days I used to write stories... Wonder if i should start back. Prob won't be as creative as last time i kinda feel.. T.T sobs~

Thoughts...More Thoughts...

Somehow I am really relieved that it was just admiration. I was able to not want to see or remember you throughout the hols. YES I WAS HAVING HOLS!!! TO think i wasted it. Zzz... Couldn't believe I tot it was NOT friday. Wont say which day i tot it was.

However yea.. I'm just glad I'm over tht. But somehow.. Its just so weird how I can be so active yet.. I dunno.. It feels weird. Hollow?? A shell?? Hm.. Maybe I'm imagining it. But I'm so glad I'm growing. Expand..Expand.. Learn learn learn, talk talk talk... Where am I going...

Known as ECA girl, noisy girl, pingpong girl... Seriously... If my friends from my old schools were to know this, they wouldnt believe it. Sigh.. Does my attitude change when I am in a diff surrounding?? Or is tht naturally me tht is growing?...

At first I tot.."Maybe I take initiative to be active and get others to join", somehow coz in my pov, everyone like serious jer... Ok lar.. Its gud to be serious SOMETIMES... But alwyzz...? I think I been thr and seriously.. after awhile u just wanna be alone. When one acts diff and gets weird looks, he /she will stop and blend in with others again.

Dunno wat the hell i'm blabberin about. Maybe its coz its 1.36AM!!!! Zzzz.... Maybe I should just shut up. Seriously... Dunno wat I have been talkin these few days..

Significance of a White Rose

These are the few things I found out about the significance of white roses:

1. White roses are sometimes called the “flower of light”.

2. White is often considered pure.

3. White roses are signs of true love within a person.

4. When one gives a white rose, this signifies understanding, companionship, trust and commitment.

5. By giving a white rose, the giver is stating they hold the highest intentions towards the recipient.

6. It can also symbolize silence or secrecy.

7. A white rose also means a new beginning, pure and innocent.

8. White rose signifies peace and resting.

9. A traditional symbol for girlhood and carry an underlying message of one too young for love.

10. Used to show feelings like ' I am worthy of you,' or 'you are heavenly'.

11. They also symbolize impeccable love, silence, reverence, serenity and humility.

12. White rose representation of unity, virtue, and the pureness of a new bond of love.

13. White rose represents heavenliness and is an expression of spiritual love and respect.

Dedication?

A question came to me while I was walking to my room.

If I could sing/dedicate a non-christian song to God, telling God how much He means to me, what would that song be??

This song came to me. It's quite an old song, but it really have its meanings.

How Do I Live Without You - Leann Rimes

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live


Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live


Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

What would be your non-christian song to God??

Butterfly Kisses

Though this is an old song, but I felt that it meant a lot to many ppl. Especially to the girls and fathers. Try searching on youtube, its a great song, made me cry >.< !!

Butterfly Kisses - Bob Carlisle

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life

Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

Todays post!!!! ROAR!!!!!!! Right now in the computer lab with Julian and CH'NG AUNTY-!! Eh!! I mean Ann Ee. Hehe!! All three of us laughin and joking like crazy. Haha!! Ann Ee!!! FASTER FINIsh UR ESSAY LAR!!!! Stop dramatizing bout ur important letter.

Julian here keeps repeating "Ch'ng Ah ma! Ch'ng Ah ma!". Lol!! Too bad no pictures T.T!! Lol!! K lar k lar!! Nid go back class d. Write this post oso can take 20min. LOL!!! MORAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

P.S
Here is a list of things I hear both of them squabbling about.

1. Mr. Thunderbottom
2. "Julian I slap ur face and it becomes like Daniel"
3. Lightning Ass
4. Kilat Buntut (I dunno why Julian thinkin Malay of all things)

U noe wat!! I am just gonna post this. La Di Da!!!!

This Is My Desire

This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart, I worship you
All I have within me, I give you praise
All that I adore, is in You

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Ev'ry breath that I take
Ev'ry moment I'm awake
Lord, have Your way in me