Another entry

I realize its no point staying angry. Though I get agitated easily.. But yea.. Someone told me its not worth gettin revenge or angry over them. If they wont listen, ur plainly wasting ur saliva XD. So yea.. I guess I must learn to view both positive side n negative side. I've seen too much of the negative side i suppose XD. I guess its time to look wider. Shouldnt b stereotype just coz of FEW bad experience. OK!!! So yea!! What have been going through my life..

Me under training in the media control room
(bossing ppl around XD!! Jkjk!!)

Got back my results.. Failed all except English, Math and Psy XD. Almost pass Acc T_T . Oh well, but even if i pass, it wasnt tht gud.. Failed legals misreably XD. Ok.. It shouldnt b a happy thing but yea XD. LOL! Nvm..

Family and friends are ok i guess.. Both sides oso got ppl sick.. AIHZZZZZ!!!!! Making me wry like crazy!!! As if the lack of slp was nt enough.. Oh well.. Just have to continue to believe in God. Pray they get well soon. Especially mom. WE R PRAYING FOR U!!!! GET WELL QUICKLY!!! Also to my friends, get well soon!!!

Me, Tiffany

As for relationship.. Lol. Can say I was kinda surprise. Many guys normally when u deny their confession, they will b all "why", "can work out wan", "i really care for u", etc.. especially when u explain things to them then they go "I will wait for u!!" and such.. Hm.. However, this is strange.. one guy actually understood. He was like "yea.. makes sense", n he seems to be taking it as friendship nw. I understand the feeling will be thr. But yea.. able to control it n hold it down..its not easy.. Well, I guess c how things goes.. I really suddenly feel confuse. Before i get together with the person.. Somehow I alwyz ask these q to myself.. "How long will this last??", "am i ready to be with him?", "Would i feel embarrass being with him around my friends?", "when or wat or how must I be when in relationship?", "am i suppose to treat him diff than others or something??", "Am I counting on him more or God?", "will he really make me happy for long?", "is he the one God let me be with?", "how long?? how can i tel if i truly love him n not just like him..?", etc.. True, i noe its through prayer.. But when ur own desires come into the pic.. Its hard sometimes to tell.. Instincts, Holy Spirit, guts n being sensitive toward God.. All this.. Its really vry hard to tell.. It sorta makes me confuse.. Haha!! How many times has it been like this.. 3? 4? 5? But in the end after few yrs.. They drift away.. How can I be sure this one doesnt? Say oni "sure wont..I am diff", but.. how can u really tel?? Lol.. I suddenly remember a friend of mine tellin me "Yoh!! Why so fussy!! Like this u 70++ oso wont marry" XD. When i read this oso I kinda think tht oso XD. Lol. Wonder what will really happen ler? Wht does God hav in store O.O .. Jeng jeng jeng~~!!!! Lol!! Till next time!!

George, Joel, me (from left)

Dom (bottom)