Stupid.. Plain idiotic-ly stupid.. Argh!! No idea why I'm so upset. Mad? Maybe mixture of sad and frustration? I seriously dunno. Screw it.. Got too many assignments to think about it anyway.

One thing I hate most is wishing me good things bitterly. Maybe I read it wrongly or what but.. If u wanna ask whats wrong, you dun go demanding wats wrong. Like.. Who the hell are you to tell me how to do?

Geez.. Attitude? Goodness.. Maybe been comfortable for too long. You don't understand, and you go demanding. My attitude? Check your own tone. Argh!!

我痛你都看不到。还敢讲我发脾气。。我本来不生气！！讲到这样我现在就火大！！开心了没？！！如果我现在觉得我们没希望的话，我现在就不管如果分手咯！ish... 真是气死我！！

ReiRei

Soo many things been happening!! Well, more like been just enjoying myself and hanging out with different groups of people.

Who knew things would turn out this way? Anyhow, had a wonderful bbq session as welcome to new members of ocf as well as to the old members returning from holidays. Studies have started and uni.. Is like.. Easy yet once start no idea. Not sure if its really dunno or just that I'm lacking behind.

Hm.. Maths is like.. mostly self learn I guess. The lecturer is not really teaching and online tests after online tests keeps coming in. What should I do???

Other than that, received many assignments d. So means no more playing time for the next 11 weeks. Saddddd....

As for sister, hope you are doing well and fine~!! I know jie isn't able to be back with u to kacau and take care of you but I'm sure God will watch over you better!! Trust and believe in your recovery so I shall do my best to do well here!!

Part of me feels bit different. Like wanting to take on a new change and new ways. How far can I go? Will I be able to succeed? How I wish and don't wish I could know the future and prep for it~

HAha!! Lets not go there. Well, gotta get back b4 bi gets back. Oh! Pot plant is gonna be 1 week old soon!! 3 weeks to budding~ Stay tuned~!!

ReiRei