I'm sore all over. Who knew that swimming alone would be even more tiring in just a short while than with a lot of people together.

*yawn* just finish my swim and was kinda nice. No one there except myself. Swam then went into the jacuzzi. Aaah~ Was about to have some shut eye when a guy walked in. Gave me a scare that once he left I went to get my stuff. Strange was that he stood outside the girls changing room. Darn.. So instead went into the sauna to wait out.

Felt kinda nice too being in the sauna while its still new and no one around. Lie there and nearly fell aslp when I realized I lied there for approx 15min (yes I brought my watch with me). Left the sauna and saw no one then quickly headed to the girls room to shower off and back to my room.

Hm.. its not even night yet so I either will nap or do something.. Should start applying lotion, skins all dry *yuck*. Am feeling thirsty too.. Must be due to the salt water. Gtg~

ReiRei

4 Days And Counting

4 more days to availability of creating my timetable for this sem. Who would ever thought I would be this eager to start uni again? Ah~ Then again, when each day after a long period you don't give an Asian something to do, they get restless. And restless would go two ways, doing things which can be stupid, reckless, unimportant, non-beneficial or anything as long as to fill their time. Or just be a lazy-couch-potato.

Which way do I swing? Hm.. Both ways but probably the 2nd one first till I realize I'm getting overweight. Haha!! Wont be a surprise if you eat the way I do and just sleep and watch movie all day.

Well, its still not easy trying to live alone when you've tasted and remembered how great it was to have company all the time. Then again, I don't think I should keep saying that cause its just gonna bring me down. So what I'll try to say is..

Faster graduate with good results and get a job!! Then take leave and do whatever I must. Hahahaha!!! Yes yes!! That would be the plan for now. Being successful can come later~ Just aim to be independent for now. Yep yep~ Hm.. Back to my show Shinkyoku Polyphonica! Hehe!!

ReiRei

Its your usual day. Waking up late, eating brunch (soft boiled eggs and pancakes). Washing up then stoning wondering what to do.

After awhile frens text to chat some things and you're stoning again. After awhile you feel like you wanna go stretch and do some exercise but you're lazy to leave the apartment. Deciding to kill time you watch a season of anime.

Well, thats done and you realize its only 730pm. Wat to do? Time to cook? Hm.. Meat is still frozen. Play SIMS awhile more. Oh dear.. No more energy d. What should I do?

Type here lor. Checking STS although I know there will be no updates or changes till 16th. Lie here in this heat... Oh! Sis found my new fav song.

There we go. Listen to this while going for an early shower then I'll cook. Thats all~

ReiRei Signing Off~

Till Next Time

Its still kinda hard to say goodbye or see you again few months later, after like a year of seeing each other then leaving for university again.

Even watching them depart I didn't feel like letting go or asking them to leave. Its always 2 nights before they leave that I start dreading or hoping I could leave with them or ask them to stay longer. Haha! Aih.. Doing so is quite selfish and not so rite ain't it.

Well, I tried busying myself by cleaning the whole apartment. Took me like 4 hours and then.. it was like just stone.. The noises where my siblings will make : arguments, laughter, anger or annoyance. Growing up can be hard sometimes when you're alone.

Its also strange to do house chores all by yourself when your mom was just around moving all over the place, not sitting still. Dad yelling every now and then for each of us to help him with things or discuss education matters. Aih.. Well, thats family I guess.

Last sem it really took a toll on me and my education when I could not seem to be still and having faith in the Lord that they will be alright. This year.. As much as I love them. And love them so so much~ Haha!! I will ask the Lord to protect and watch over them while I study and faster be independent for myself.

This is the last year of University before I head out into the working world *yikes*. Pray that I'll do well Spiritually, Physically and Emotionally. Haha!! Hopefully no jobs require me to stay for interview in June/July.

Loves
ReiRei

Together-ness Is Variety

How would you count as spending time together? Staying together indoors is that not together? Must it be going out and doing SOMETHING then its something?

Quality time together, sure we are not at home. But I guess this case both sides gave the wrong idea. Wanna stay indoors, lets put away our gadgets if we r feeling lazy bout going out. Same time, don't wanna waste money visiting expensive places by staying indoors, lets do some calculation. We have been going out a lot!

It doesn't hurt anyone's pride to say lets stop being individualist and put away our gadgets and spend time together.

As long as we r bonding, why hurt the atmosphere and let the devil rule by making everyone feel so bitter?

Plus knowing some people who take it the wrong way, they will just fuel the fire and the person whom did not intend for wrong ends up feeling even worse. Ugh... People and Pride... And Who Thinks They Are So Right....

Rei

The Heart Is Always Invincible To Others

Ever get the feeling that people misunderstands your motive? Or at times where people assume they know you so well? Or even better! Someone close to you for SO MANY YEARS should at least have an idea of what you're like but ends up knowing almost nothing? Or maybe they are just oblivious!?

I'm like what? Past my teens and he still don't get it. Thinking what?! Just because I don't earn money so I am selfish? Just because I save means I wont support my siblings if they need it? That I won't share or part some to them if needed?

For goodness gracious! I'm not some irresponsible eldest child like other families that are like that you know. I'm not freaking selfish just cause others are.

I may be naive or at times childish but then again, at times who isnt?! Suspicions of other people is good at times but still! Even your own family you can't trust? Trust! And For Few TimeS! Does it not hurt to think that some of your children DO FREAKING CARE of how the family or the business is like?!!!

Have we been that cold and heartless that even if our siblings drown or suffer that we would leave them to die? Or beg? Geez... Before even thinking or assuming like you always said, at least figure out that your own flesh and blood also cares and ain't as selfish as you think.

Rei

Midst of Travelling

Hello again!! Been travelling up and down Aussie taking photos with sisters and fam. Believe it or not, I thought holidays would most of the time mean waking up late (around noon?) and feeling less tired.

Been waking up almost everyday at 7am or 8am then visiting different places non-stop then sleeping at 1am. It sure is my first time feeling tired at 6pm or 10pm. Not complaining but have to say its fun AND tiring.

Will perhaps post up some pictures of GOR (Great Ocean Road) and Mornington soon. Surprisingly, the apartment in Frankston is much better than GOR~

Goodness.. I'm so tired I dunno what I'm typing. Nite for now~

ReiRei